Friday, May 29, 2009
Unleashed!!!!!
UNLEASHED FINALLY!!!!! i feel soooooo relieved cAN?!?!?!! haha... but right after my exam i needa work for 2 weekends larrrr... =( sad..... wun get to see my churchies for 1 mth.. until they come back from the camp... i am soooo gonna miss my pets.... miss ashley... miss my pal...
sigh~!!!!! oh yea... just now i was talkin to baici " baby!!!!! always say crappy things abt me... den twist stuffs dat i say.... NAUGHTY!!!!!! next time i am so gonna spank U!!!!! =p though not sure whens e nxt time i'll see u also... say wanna add column in her blog say me... den hor.. in e end say i ask her puT... FAINT lAAaaa~!!! my reputation is totally SPOILT lerrrr... heng i dun have her link here... call me heici... den she baici... i wanna faint can? i tink i will definitely spANK u nxt time i see u.. u bettter be prepared... yesh my exam over le so i got more freeeedom... u WATCH OUT for ur butt ok? =x say so much inaccurate stuff abt me... oh my tian~!
arghhhhh.i'm so fed up... the new maid gimme so much probs mANNNNN... sometimes ok sometimes tell her things done halfway deeeee!!!! Half go rubbish bIN!!!! arghhhhhhh.. qi si ren... den my mom keep askin me to tell her this n that.... sooooo dXXX fedup!!!!! qi si wo le....!
make me sooo kdskaslkdjklsajdlkasjkjsad HOT n fedup right now....
guess what? i hate it when ppl say things and they flip it like ROTI PRATAAAA.... its the sorta ppl i guess i detest most right now? but i dunno wat reminded me of this la... i'm not talkin abt my mom in case u're wondering.. i love my mom the MOST... even tho she gets on my nerves the most sometimes as well... =/
anyway nevermind.... i needa coool down... and tink of some pleasant things like i may be able to meet my dpf nxt week... if not the last week of june... and also my OLD pet.... in also the last week of june for the long waited visit to carousel... like long time never go out liao loR... feel so trapped.. with work n other stuffs... its like cant breathe lidat...
i dun know why but something made me think about something today.... caring about someone is not just superficial care as a person may seem ok on the exterior but internally they dont really feel that ok? sometimes talkin in certain ways is just a mean of hiding their true feelings? i felt abit strong in this when i was talkin to somebody today.... anyways, its just a reflection for the day for me that i hope when i care for someone... its not just caring on the surface... but really caring for the person.... emotionally... and empathizing on how they really feel.... that i may be able to help them.... be it just a listening ear or wat.... seemingly i have no problems cheering ppl up as people usually find me when they're stressed and down... and disappear when they're happy??? =/ should i be happy or unhappy about the way things are? should i be happy that i'm only wanted when ppl dun feel good? but i suppose i meant something some way or another to be the person to be "found" but then again... findin someone only when stuffs happen isnt really something thats totally pleasant i suppose...?
my cousin was suppose to come to my house today but in e end due to the O Level chinese paper on monday shes not coming... =( having her ard is sorta nice but she only gets to come once a year during her holidays in december... thats kinda sad... this is like her 2nd home and shes like a lil sis to me lor.... but once a year is still better than nothing... its somethg to look forward to at least..., till e end of the year... =)
oh well, thats all for the night.. its so much random stuff... started out happy.. den went to do some stuff and ended up fedup n grouchy... now i'm just feelin neutral and its back to work tmr... i suppose i needa pray hard in e morning that my day will be a pleasant day and not full of BUGS... from some people....
all it takes is Just a little talk with Jesus... =) i love this....
Jie crapped at 11:03 PM
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