I'm SPACING OUT!!! hahahahaha... =p haha... char asked wat i was doin... and i was kinda surprised to be doin nothing right now... =x hahahaha!!! kinda opened this window to blog like half hr ago??? was lookin thru FB... and i also dunno wat i doin or thinking... like NOTHING? tired lar.. today had to check stock for oveaseas shipment dat just arrived.. nt much things la.. but sian man... tmr gt appt...
using context clues, a comprehension skill, space out means dazed... daydream etc.. hAHa... for me... its more of dazed... hAHAHAHa.. lethargic...
lame huhhhhhh~~~~ i tink this will be my new pet phrase.... lame huhhhhhhhh~ lol.. i am so lame sometimes i cant stand myself... my colic cant stands me also.. dunno wanna laugh or wanna get pissed at me... but usually we just laugh our heads off!!! hahaaaa......
nxt week got bookfair for 2 days.. followin week 2 more days at another sch.. =( today went daiso walkwalk seesee... heeheee.... nt for no reason la.... =p
oh well.. gotta slp early tonite coz i hope to stay up later tmr nite to do some hw... had loads to dooooo~~~!!!! ciaOz
today is a bumpy day... BUmpEd into my aunt, PL's mom at tpy today... lol..... coincidence yea? dat PL naughty loR.. say bad thg abt her mom.. lol.. in a jokingly way la of coz.. hAHaHa... i never go say hi also.. coz i nt sure until i smsed PL.. hAHaHa.. she was gone in a while anyway.. HAHaHA.. i paiseh also anyway. hAHAA.. weirdddd... =x
lastnite never sleep well coz dreamt.... and guessed who was inside... well.. there shd be alot of ppl inside but i kinda woke up remembering felicia's mom was inside... =.= weird huh.... it wasnt a nitemare as i aint afraid of her to the extend dat i would have a nitemare of her.. hAha!!!!!! not dat i am afraid of her even 1 bit??? nothing to be afraid also anyway.. dun remember 1 single bit on watz it about... haha!!! woke up knowin nothg.. =x
called my mom otw back and went buy bread for her.. bumped into 2 other ppl at hgmall and chatted with em till almost 9... ROFL.. so long lor.. =.= bumped b4 7.. hang ard for an hr plus.. =.= hAHAHA!!!!
my cousin is so sickenin... tellin me she monday den work.. dUh.. i today start work le loR.. hAI... monday got test smmr.. =( sian... =( =( =(
so tired... wan slp liao... hopefully no more dreams tonite... got dream means no proper rest... sometimes dream of running ard.. den wake up feelin so tired. =.= hate such dreams... lol... =x
cny is here and its alr e 2nd day nw. just got hm and had a quick shower after a show @ amkhub. Bloggin nw in e comfort of my bed usin my e71 thru wifi.
Well... I must say i had an enjoyable time w my cousins/godsis... Haha.. We walked frm amkhub to e end of central, along ave 5 all e way until seagate there which is hg liao!! Idea huh??!! Courtesy of qi... She walk b4 frm parkway to expo... =.= incredible huh...and my kiddish cousin held my hand thruout the walk.. So big le also duno scared simi... Cant point here and there... Cant anyhow spit... Alamak....
i finally remembered wat i wanted to post abt yday ler..... i was bathing den i saw a xian3 tang2... er.. lizard in hokkien lar.. my cousin freaks out every time she sees one in e bathroom dat when she baths late at nite she will get me to walk her to the bathroom and check if theres any xian tang ard..... =.= but i dun mind la.... anywayyyyy... after i saw e xian tang... i was determined to flood it... =x so when i was done... and all clothed..... i took e hose and SPRAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
=.= i spray it... den it jump here and there... to pail and hide... i turn the pail till i can see it.. and SPRAYYYYYYYYY again.. but it jump to wall... den i spray wall... den it slipped down abit... i was hoping for it to jump INSIDE the small pail so i can flood it... but it din... and so the process continues and repeats... wall..... pail... wall.... pail.... den i gave up.... =.= got tired of the sprayin.... and the water wasnt strong enuf to SHOOT it down as my mom put the water savin thingy inside the tap some time ago so the water is like dUHHHHH... no power at all.... =( i hate XIAN TANGS.....
this morning... i woke up... and went bathing.... my mom said a XIAN TANG got stuck ON the nian gao she made coz my bro never cover the food and the nian gao properly lastnite aft he took his food from the table.... so.... MR BIG BIG BIG XIAN TANG.... got hungry and went on the nian gao.... i tink IT MUST REGRET its actions as my moms nian gao is so sticky, it got on and never left it? SOOOO GROSS lor... this morning we see the big big xian tang on the nian gao.. ALAMAKSSSS can???? tink it struggled to get off as its body is abit not straight... and it got stuck in a weird position... =.= errrrrrrrrrrr... my mom de nian gao is nice... but i just realise this morning it makes a good booby trap to catch lizards yea?!?!??!?!?! powderful... =x
oh yea... today i got my phone lerz... the person minus my trade in amt as he found out my screen was cranky... =( dUh dUh dUh... but 20 dollar nia la.. sighhhhhh... i chose the white one... but hor.... the one i got last one.... den they assemble everythg.. put sim card.. put battery... the cassis cant close properly... take out battery can close perfectly.... den i was like dUHHHHH..... as it was the last piece... so no choice... got e black one lar..... sad can? but not very sad also lar.. i love e black one just as much.. just dat now not same as my sis n jiejie liao... =( but i am lovin its qwerty keypads.... loving it!!!!! easy typing of smses.... easy calling... no more touch screen and no respond problems!!!! wooooohoooooooz.... hehehe.. loving it to bitsssssss....
watched beauty and the beast dvd with my mom earlier to test out the surround system of the home theatre set that came with e tv.... tried e karaoke function but wasnt working.. tink needa get some kinda mic dat it can work with... sigh.... tmr maybe bring my parents out after our dinner to watch movie... see how... =)
SingTel Mobile? Eh nonono.... recently i got Short Term Memory.... =.= wanted to post on some stuff lastnite but was too tired to do so... so actually i 4got most of wat i wanted to post about? hEHEHEHEH.. cant blame me tho.. had class lastnite....
anyway have decided to get a reliable phone like E71 instead of a teenage lookin 5800 Xpressmusic tho its cool la... haha... put a lot of thot into it... and decided for a more sophisicated E71... but color is the problem now... blAck or White i cant seem to make up my mind... bLAck is more ME!!!! but i feel that white is nice.... white is all over the streets tho.. my sis says black looks like calculator but i feel that the black one has the buttons well-contrasted and defined lar... so far sis and tll jiejie ask me get white coz they both have e white one.... felicia tinks black is nice.. i tink both is nice =.= dUh.... and i just asked char.. she tinks white is nice tooo!!! sOB.... i like white lar.. but i very scared dirty.. it'll look like kjskjdaksjlksaj then...
black to be practical and play safe? white to be nice and stylish? 3 votes white... 2 votes black...?
i cant make up my mind... =( i am sadddddd... will be gettin it on saturday i tink.... but i cant make up my mind... SOB..... maybe i should sing michael jacksons black or white.... =.=
[But, If You're Thinkin'About My Baby It Don't Matter If You'reBlack Or White]
quote from the lyrics..!!! lol.. ok ok i am LAMEEEEEEE..... but it doesnt really matter if u're black or white yea? dun suey suey get lousy batch and spoilt can liao...
tentatively white now... never gotten a white phone before so theres it.... time for a change.. since tll jiejie keep askin me to get same as hers... and it was my initial choice as well....
CNY is coming.... this year nothing much so far coz my paternal ahma passed away less than 1 year.... so kinda not allowed to go out bainian....? my parents and relatives from my paternal side are not allowed to give angbaos also... =( lol... not like i really care alot for em lar.. coz i dun really get much... but its kinda sad also lar...... dun really like visitations to relatives hse as i'm only close to 1 or 2 of my cousins as their mom is my godma and i use to go their hse and stayover... basically coz those bigger than me are quite big.. those with children all those... and those smaller than me are rather small.. in sec sch?? sec 1? pr school? =.= so age gap maybe? or more becoz we only see each others once a year so dun really have a good relationship with them...
those that are closer to me ish those that we stay in the attap house last time when we were kids..... catch grasshoppers..... pluck limes from plants to suck..... er.... i also tou tou pluck rambutans from the trees to eat... but i tink i was quite a dumb kid last time coz i pluck one all not ripe enuf de... =x and some with alot of ants dat i ended up hoppin and stampin my feet ard to rid of the ants... =x but it was fun lar.... !!!!! kinda miss those times.... that we would chase each other ard.... cycle ard.... i was quite a gross kid... i rem i threw a grasshopper to one of my dad's bottle of thinner... which is leftovers dat type.. abit oni de.. i threw e grasshopper in and kinda poke it with a chopstick.... like smashin it? and my cousin, actually whacked a toad till it foamed with a pvc broom!!! lol.... i didnt have much toys last time and me n my cousins usually just played with sands on the ground.... torture ants... i rem i used to watch sesame street on the concrete floor.. haHa!!! my grandma had her own hse with my uncle.. and my dad has his own little house a few steps away... and their workshop abit further down.. all walkin distance! haha! missed those times.. =( but not the bug catchin parts lar.. i rem i use to follow my bro ard when he goes to catch spiders.. findin in between leaves stuck together.. and puttin them in matchstick boxes.... and lettin 2 spiders fight...
this was taken in dunno my hse or my ahma de.. not sure.. too small to know? LOL
this was me when i lived there... all kids has those kinda hair then eh? lol.. i look TOOT~!!!!!
cant see how toot? heres a close up... dat mfj jiejie usin dis for her caller pic.. =.=this one standin in the area where i use to run and play i tink... the pic was taken before they put cement on it....after that this area was where we cycle and play... this was where i cycled over a cobra with my younger cousin and realise it oni after everyone screamed?! and we kinda hopped off the bicycle when we got near e hse... the cobra was whacked to death later i tink.. not sure also.. but i heard it had somethg in its mouth when i cycled over it.. explainin why i din get bitten. =.=
hello everyone.... actually i posted something yday afternoon.. was quite depressed by certain things but i took it down and saved it as a draft... tink somebody read it as i only took it down durin later parts of the day... not anything serious also la... my guess that whoever read it ish either william/polly bah.. not entirely sure also.. someone who's os is windows2000/firefox. dunno many who uses that os with firefox as most ppl usin xp.
many are using singnet.. lol... =x somehow i tink xinyi has a blog and she dropped by? hmm... anyway.. its just a guess.... and hello to you who may be dropping by... xueyen..? and maybe felicia's mom!!!!! just a guess also la.... dun think i know anyone in temasek who will drop by from felicia's blog... i'm too old to know anyone who is still in temasek. hAha!!!!
anyway doesnt really matter... i roughly know who reads anyway.. haha.. william complains i'm too wordy...lol.... oh well doesnt matter
anyway today i handed up my assignment and just came home not long and ate instant noodles... hungry after class as i didnt have a proper meal earlier... took sm bread but halfway thru e class it got digested bah? =x
anyway just thankful that i was able to complete it lastnite and i must say G.I.G..... god is good.... i didnt have much info on the last 2 parts of my assignment and i googled some words... and a google book search came out la.... with those previews... guess what? the preview pages are just what i needed to answer my questions!!!!!! wahahahah.. HE IS GOOOD isnt HE? hahaaaa... and you know how online portals keep information so limited so that you can barely do much without having to pay for essays and books? i got enough to complete my answer lar.... haHah!!!! just abit kena cut off but that one i have it in my textbook so i copied frm my text book lar.....
what others cant understand He understands... what man cant do He does..... for He is the rock eternal.
Isaiah 26:4 Trust in the LORD forever, for the LORD, the LORD, is the Rock eternal.
this was introduced to me by trina when i happen to talk to her online and she told me her dad passed away, sometime before xmas.. i was quite taken aback she didnt tell me earlier.... but we kinda shared abit.. exchange verses... she was surprising strong... and i could tell she was greatly changed by it... not in a bad way.. but i dunno how to put it across.. sorta growned in thinking....
Psalms 71:20 Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. one of my personal faves.... to bring me through tough times...... one of His promises to comfort us in times of unhappiness....
aRghhhhhh~~~ my head is cracking... =( i'm oni 1/5 done on my assignment.... 1k words outta 5k oni!!!!!! raHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! hmmm... hai.... not enuf info.... not enuf brain juice..... sigh..... tink i should be goin for a not so hot shower after this to wake my brain abit... and let the water hit my head abit for better blood circulation and stimulate my brain and think better....
rAHHHHH.... so freaking stressed up my shoulders and neck are so stiff and tensedddddd....
=( =( =( sigh~!!!! get rid of it and be done with!!!!!!!! thats all i wanna do now..... monday come and be gONE~~~~~
i got a Tatami Petite sofa... today.. its not big.. juz like a mattress for a single person only.... the sides are green... with tatami in e middle.. quite comfy to sit and slack and watch tv on the floor.... but my mom wasnt pleased.... she was in fact quite angry... can understand also lar.. it makes cleanin e living room HARDDDDDD.... since its an extra thing on e ground... sigh....
but i tot everyone can sit on it whenever they wan or nap on it even... since sometimes she naps in the livin room durin the day or watch tv mar... tot its more comfy.. and i like sitting and pa-ing on the floor to watch tv which in fact she hates me doin so as i will usually complain of a tummyache in later parts... =( sighhhhhh....
dad asked me to keep it packed inside e covers till she is in better mood to accept it... i tink she will like it when she sits on it.... but then being a cleaniness freak like all mothers..... the cleaning part kills more of the enjoyment in having somethg in e hse bah????? sigh.... it kills my joy abit also lar.... was quite unhappy earlier but i suppose i should learn to understand the stuff she has to do as well....
maybe needa sell it out should she really dun wan it.... sigh~! den again i am not the one cleanin the house so if she wans me to sell den ok lor... i ask my colic to help me sell it out since its still new....
much as retail therapy got me excited in earlir parts of the evening.... everythg dat happened sorta killed the joy in having somethg new.... and here i am... having to get started on my assignment again..... =(
Jus a lil update for those whom i haven been talkin to much lately... =) watched Red Cliff 2 with a couple of churchies on sunday.... came out had mac and went hm tgt with DPF... was abit feverish still but it went off after i got hm and took a shower. got my athens password so can search better for ejournals liao. =) =) =) its valid for a year....
lastnite class was ok... he didnt keep us in till 1030.... finished slightly before 10 but had to copy some stuff so its ard till 1010.... michael was hungry so we went bt timah market eat.... lucky i never order anythg... they always OVER order.... gab got a char kway teow for himself and a BIG carrot cake... mic got prawn noodle and a BIG oyster omelette.... plus 3 big glasses of sugar cane..... datz why i NEVER dare order before i know wat they gonna get.... ended up i no get anythg.... just ate watever they buy... and paid for e carrot cake. or did i? i know i took out sm money but i dunno pay for wat la. =x never finish e carrot cake also.. left abit. cant imagine muz stuff like wat if i get my own main... =.= terrible. took some kway teow, carrot cake n omelette.
today went to see gynae with my sis.... to see my niece.... almost definite is a niece liao. hahaaaaa... goood laaaaa.... i like also... =) =) =) came back napped till ard 5 plus... =x lastnite findin info on web till ard 2am... and went to bed... chatted with my sis for awhile since she woke up..... till maybe ard 3am so was quite tired today.
anyway.. my phone is gettin worse n worse... its gettin non-responsive when i tap on the screen buttons.... =( =( =( makin me abit scared of gettin my next phone which potential choices would be the Nokia 5800 Xpressmusic or E71..... sorta decided on the E71 since its Cnet Asia's editor's choice and its not touchscreen phone. =( tot the 5800 interface is quite cool since it is fully touchscreen and its music orientated... but then again... i am VERY dependent on my phone so if it fails me... means i will have bits of trouble at work and with my friends.... ppl keep askin me if i got their smses which certain times.. i dun... and certain times.... i cant call....!!! as the screen simply ignores e fact that i am pressing the 'buttons' on the screen... arghh... can be quite fedup sometimes.... =(
tink i'll not get a touchscreen phone at its initial stages lar... i am intensive phone user so usually phones dun last me long after 1 year... so its better to get somethg more reliable. =) E71 that is..... gettin a white one.... hopefully... gonna wait for a good deal during CNY maybe... then change....
was feverish yday before i went for my class but had no choice but to attend as starting on new topic and this topic is the toughest of all so missing just one or the first would kinda impair me for the rest of the lessons so i dragged myself there.... and kinda stoned there.... manage to stay through out the class.... nxt week's class will end later... =( usually there is a queue of cabs waiting for ppl outside SIM but lastnite ppl were queuing for cabs... even tho cabs came quite fast... i got gab to drop me off at KAP where i can get one easily as well... had very bad fever lastnite... popped 2 panadols and downed more than 2 litres of water yday... endin up i went to the toilet alot lastnite... =/
still have fever today but its not dat bad comparing to yesterday... went to the doc and got some med... like 6 meds..... sian man.... gotta pay exams fees this week so got gab to fetch me at dhoby aft which we'll go RELC frm there... dunno howda go by bus also... =x heard from xueyen the fees are revised... hopefully can save abit on it....
work load has been increased... but no increase in pay... =( sian sian sian... hAI....
have apptments pack for work this whole week except friday.... so paiseh constance had to go alone today.. i tot she'll send someone to go with her de lorrrr... terrible... =( oh well..
theres something wrong with my phone by the way.. i din get smses since saturday and they flooded in yday afternoon in 1 shot.... like 10 at one go? =.= hai... so if i dun reply ur sms... i tink i never get it.... or it haven reach me.... so for things dat need my reply, please call if i dun reply u.
my throat is pain lor.. he never gimme lozenges also.. duh... =( cant even swallow saliva.. =( i hate this feeling... =( hai...~ slept e whole day today... sleep le my fever comes back.. but dun sleep i feel very lethargic and weak also... =/ sigh
sometimes i just wonder.... if people are just tryin to test my patience.... =.= being nice to u doesnt mean i wun flare at u... tryin to be nice doesnt mean i dun have a limit.... this 2 days keep havin the feelin dat people are testing my patience.... not just one person... arghhhh
grrrrzzzzz.... i must admit i'm a lil pissed already..... dun push ur luck or shd i say dun test my limits.... siaNz... still considerin whether to meet gab on sat n sunday to do our stuff.... anyway time to sleep ler... tmr gotta work.. this 2 mths are darn busy... haiiii....~
this one standin in the area where i use to run and play i tink... the pic was taken before they put cement on it....after that this area was where we cycle and play... this was where i cycled over a cobra with my younger cousin and realise it oni after everyone screamed?! and we kinda hopped off the bicycle when we got near e hse... the cobra was whacked to death later i tink.. not sure also.. but i heard it had somethg in its mouth when i cycled over it.. explainin why i din get bitten. =.=