Tuesday, December 27, 2005
dun really tink its true manz.. me an introvert??? haha.. i dun even like things like reading lorz..... tinking, i do tink alot lar... HAHAHAHA... meditating not so ba.. i can barely sit still~~ ROFl.... hmmz...
Jie crapped at 10:10 PM
| Your Birthdate: June 16 |
You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.
You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.
People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.
You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.
Your strength: Your original approach to thinking
Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others
Your power color: Pale blue
Your power symbol: Wavy line
Your power month: July |
Jie crapped at 10:07 PM
Proverbs 6:9
"How long will you lie there, you sluggard?
When will you get up from your sleep?"
Was tryin to get to bed lastnite, after reading abit of a book and crappin with some frenz on e web. while tossin in e bed,suddenly i tot of dis verse which i saw long long time ago... dun quite remember every single word but however i roughly remember it. hmm... the 1st time i read it, i felt dat it kinda tells me spiritually i am still sleeping and its askin me how long will i stay in dis state... honestly sayin, I dont really know myself!!!! haiz... *shrugs* well, i know its not good to stay in dis kinda state for long larz... =_____=" dun really know why suddenly remember dis but newayz it muz be some kinda reminder comin frm inside my brain ba... dunno watz wrong. dunno wat i'm waitin/doin alsoz... dUhz~~~~ =(
Jeremiah 29:11-14
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity."
tots: when will i wake up from dis spiritual slumber??? soon???? hopefully...~
Jie crapped at 10:06 AM
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Monday, December 26, 2005
A Season of Giving?!
christmas season ehz.. a season of giving... well, somebody kinda got me tinkin.. as christmas is here, there will definitely be people givin u presents... and you'll definitely give ppl presents too. so the question is, when you give ppl things.. wat kinda tinking is goin thru yr brain... do u get ppl things juz coz dey gave u thgs n u gotta gif em back? do u juz get anythg dat u see ard datz not too ex and randomly juz give it to another person? hAHaz.. hopefully i dun get any of those kinda things.. but sad to say probably there might be alot of such cases.. haha.. talked to lingjia e other day and asked if she actually heard of ppl rewrapping gifts n givin em to another person n she actually received before somethg she gave away 2 years ago~~!! dat person who gave it to her passed it to her mum and told her mum lingjia shd like e gift~ LOL~ amazing.. 2 years of xchging n u get back wat u bought~
personally, i dun really like e idea of givin ppl things dat u got frm other ppl lar.. coz i tink its nt really rite, n i'm strongly AGAINST dis kinda ideas tho my mum kinda say i shd do dis kinda things man. to rid of e things i get which i dun use. true it'll get rid of e thgs i dun use.. well, but givin them to another person is kinda NOT GOOD, in my opinion. well, 1stly i dun wish to give something i dun even want, to another person.. its like treatin e person like garang guni lORz.. which is somethg i really dun like.. i mean, when u give somethg, u should give em somethg u urself might wan... or somethg u know dey'll like, even if it means gettin e wrong things. but at least u tried gettin em e best of somethg u know of. oR might as well, dun get if u dun really mean to... rather meaningless to get someone somethg if its juz for e sake of givin. it kinda insults the definition of Giving.. well, neway its juz personal ideas laz. mayb its one of my weird integrity,principles.. and part of my NEVER lists... to me its juz NOT RITE..
neway, i din have time to buy gifts yet coz i usually take ard a month to get myself tinking n searching for the right ones... well, hopefully i can get everything i wan fast... without much searchin la.. since i got a basic idea of wat to get le.. haha. dis year buyin a few oni i suppose.. but sometimes a few already cost alot.. haha. since i dun really set a budget on certain ppl coz u dun add budget to relationships as well ba.. it all depends on how much u're willing to spend on a person i suppose.. the closer, the more?
tots: recycling gifts????? good or bad?? =_="
Jie crapped at 11:36 PM
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
My Keyring!!!!
somethg depressin happened 2day. my mum took e keyring my mie gave me and dismantled it. it was e 1st gift she got me lorz. sad man. watz worse is she dun get my point. she tinks dat by payin me for e keyring it can resolve e prob lo... money is nt e issue now lo. compensatin me in monetary terms cannot compensate me in wat the thg meant to me. =___= sometimes it really angers u dat dey dun get ur point however u explain it to em. dUHz... frustrating day!!!
complained n whine to gab n den he told me his new hsemate is kinda weird. well, to me he seems gay lorz. =__= dun wanna eat alone.. den muz go out eat together.. blah blah.. weirdo.. somemore puts make up... now dat is really WEIRD.. but wats heard is dat hes messy lar... hAha.. and buy lotsa groceries all at one shot. weird weird person.. gab gotta bear with him till march man... haha!!! he has nt even officially move in lorz. now already so mani ??? ard... haha.. wonder if somethg drastic is gonna happen aft he moves in... Hopefully not baz.. if not i dunno how gab is gonna handle it... =___="
went to the mission trip feedback session.. nothg much.. sent pol,will n mie back hm.. got back hm n logged on since i told gab dat i might be back. chatted awhile den went to bed.
tots: Monetary values can NEVER replace sentimental values n the meanin they bear.
Jie crapped at 11:43 PM
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Monday, December 12, 2005
Life is Never fair
juz got home aft watchin chicken little... however i'm kinda feelin down even tho e show was not bad.. n rather funny. well, sometimes its not dat i wanna feel dis way but its juz dat e thgs dat happen in fronta u, u cant help feelin e way u do... especially when u have parents dat prefer ur other siblings den u? e slightest thing dat happen to em.. they'll go "awww... oh no... wat happen..." and no matter wat happen to u, u're left alone, to settle everythg urself... and keep everythg to urself... and aint it pathetic dat outsiders care even more abt u den ur own parents... n when dey know of somethg lidat... dey go on sayin.. "oh u dun have parents izzit" i mean wat kinda woRLD is DIS??? u never did bothered to do anythg and when somebody does somethg... u're not pleased abt it.. wat do u suppose u wan me to do??? so everytime i'm upset.. i'm gonna act like nothg has happen.. its pathetic how ppl make use of u when dey need u... say things dat please u.. and when u're nt needed dey say all kinda things abt u... take everythg dat u do for granted... 4get all the things dat u did for em... when dey're unhappy, u gotta let em vent their unhappiness on ya n ya dun even have e right to show unhappiness... getting stared at for basically almost nothing dat u did... havin to give in to almost everything... wat kinda life is DIS....! i dun mean dat i am never wrong.. but den again some things juz can be seen thru bare eyes... even ediots know... Pathetic.... sometimes being alone is a better thing i suppose... rather den seeing everything rite thru ur own eyes n let ur heart be cut into slices by e ppl whom u cared most... who cared peanuts abt how u're doin.... nevertheless independence is e only way to survival in dis world...
tots: beyond everything cared abt
Jie crapped at 10:30 PM
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