Saturday, February 25, 2006
Flag Day~
back frm selling "flags"~ woke up early in e mornin ard 7 and went on 2 woodlands 2 collect my tin n ask 4 donations... kinda prayed lastnite tt my ankle wudnt hurt n tt i will be able to collect as much as possible larz. So, in e mornin, i managed 2b e person who collected e most in woodlands. =D not bad ehZ? my ankle din hurt tho i stand practically e whole dayz.. we oni rested 4 an hourz for lunch ard 12, den i headed on 2 AMK with weijie n jiez.
reached amk ard 145, as me n weijie already have our tins, we started our collection againz. i managed 2 clear my stickers ard 4+~ by tt time my ankle wasnt hurtin still.. TG manz.. hahahaZ... but hor.. my shoulder hurts.. carryin e tin at tt same position for so long hurtz lor.. and it gets heavier n heavier~~
well, i shd be considered quite blessed as some uncles n aunties took e initiative to donate for me~ dey walked over to mE~~ i am SUrpRisEd lor... den a teenage funky lookin ger whom i approached initially n gt rejected, she sat ard tt area for some time n when her fren came, she approached me n donated 2~~~!!!! hEE.. =D BTW an uncle gave me $5~~~~ my highest for e whole of 2day~~! i muz say somethgz.. alot of malays are very generous... alot of em gave $2 notes while most chinese gave shillingz... plus horz, some of em actually took e initiative 2 do so!!!!!! THANK YOU~~ i am a chinese lar.. nt dat i wan say bad thg of chinese regardin dis, but hor, e chinese really pales in comparison in certain things.. buT e uncle who gave me $5 bucks was a chinese laz. tho i m definite he wun see dis, i still wanna thank ya uncle!!!
i manage to collect till when i can hear no sound when dey put in e coins.. ard 7/8 full i supposez. by den very tired le.. so stopped n pei jiez. but i tink i m more of a disturbance 2 her~~~ hAhAz~ but nan de gt time can hang ard with her so muz grab hold of e chance ye~ =P
tots: really tiring 2 sell flags esp sell frm 9 - 6~ but however i feel quite glad abt e whole dayz.. quite a nice experience 2 do once in a while~
Jie crapped at 8:22 PM
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Friday, February 24, 2006
Scary woman 2
everybody seems to be puzzled abt e lil incident i had yday.
giggsy read my blog and msned me earlier la. ask me why i never treat it as a sign from God tt dis person needs help. actually i did tink dat she needed help... tt was e reason why i chosed to stay n talk to her initially. however e more i talk to her.. e more i became afraid. coz she is really mentally unstable.i dunno wat she went thru dat made her like dis. but i am quite sure there is somethg wrong abt her larz.
she was kinda like sayin everyone ard her wans to harm her.. her neighbor followed her when she bring her kid to e clinic downstairs. i tried to reassure her tt dey're oni concern abt her as she is takin care of her kids alone n tt she needa work as well. she doesnt seem to believe n even said her neighbor seem to have an affair with her husband before he divorced her. =___=" i really dunno howda answer her regardin dis lorz.. neither do i know howda react. coz i dun wanna say she is crazy or wateva.. neither do i wanna get her more upset or agitate her. so i juz tried to reassure her again dat dey are concern abt her takin care of her kids single handedly~
i know i can leave juz by tellin her dat i am in rush for time or meetin my frenz. but however i din wanna stop her so abruptly while she talked. and i dun wanna juz leave lidat as well coz mayb dis person really needs someone juz to sit down n listen to her... there are at times when u find dat nobody listens to you and u feel so alone... and u juz need someone to reassure u tt u are nt alone... *shrugs* i m very afraid of her lorz.. duhZ.. wanna leave but theres somethg keepin me there to listen as well.. i dun really know how i can sit there so long n listen to her alsoz lar.
i did tink abt leaving den, but i'm quite stuck between decisions alsoz. on e way back, i was kinda tinkin if i'll see news her tt she committe suicide... =__=" probably i tinked too much larz.. but i do hope shes fine n tt i do manage to assure her abit tt no one is tryin to harm her.. tho i know pretty much wat i said to her might nt be much of an assurance to her coz i m really nothingz lorz. however at least i did my lil bit dat i cud, for her, by listening.
tots: i might not be everythg dat can help, everythg dat a person could need, but i m willing to do wat i can, tho it might be e slightest thg... but still dis is rather scary to me la~ =S so better to tink properly 1st. hee~
Jie crapped at 4:05 PM
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
scary woman
well well, dunno how i shd begin but newayz.. dUhz.. juz nw while on my way hm, i waitin 4 bus at e bus stop larz. den a china woman came up to me n ask me somethg abt an sms in her hp so i took a look larz.. aft lookin i say i aint really sure watz it abt.. watz weird is dat she began talkin to me.. abt her life.. abt her husband who divorced her.. and dat she was with kids. she asked if e police would help her find her husband n blahz blahz.. den she talked abt her jobs.. dat she worked in a student care centre or child care larz.. den all her employers asked her to leave due to reasons such as dey tink she is crazy, has post natal depression, and some other reasons as well lar... when i heard dis i felt really uneasy mAnz..
coz she does seem a lil weird n her actions are really kinda WEIRD too, if ya asked. i mean, even tho shes a china woman lar, nobody would lift up a leg onto e bench n sit, like some ahpEk at coffee shops.. somemore shes wearin a DRESS loRz... SOOO mei xing xiang.. duHZ.. den she tok tok tok den stand den tok.. like very serious lidat.. she says she always very scared like have ppl ard who wanna harm her lORz... dUhz.. e more i listen, e more scared i feel lorz.. i was msnin on my hp with jiejie lorz.. i almost wanna ask jiejie to call me.. den i can flee sayin i'm late.. but she kept talkin, i dun even have a chance to msg jie. duHz..
newayz i missed 2 buses n she missed 3.. e 4th one she hesistated to take lor.. but i tell her to take coz she looked at her watch n i kinda observed she might needa be somewhere soon so i told her better take e bus coz e driver wun wait long.. wah mANz.. she looked like she still wanna talk to me.. dat kinda look makes me feel chills loRz.... like dun wanna leave dat kinda feeling... even tinkin abt it now give me chills.. duhZ.. i tink i will be havin nitemares tonite~~~~~
tots: i tink i m gonna have 2nd tots abt being 2 kind n helpin ppl with their qns aft 2day...~ =_="
Jie crapped at 8:30 PM
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Monday, February 20, 2006
2day stayed till ard 6 at workz manz.. dUhz... stupid boss wun let me go~ neway i went body shop to redeem my rebates aft datz.. got 40 bucks rebate.. so i got a spa african sea salt scrub, plus a spring orchird package i tinkz.. e joke abt my purchase is dat, PL bought e same package yday.. but it was kinda package in a fabric bag dat aint really nice. however i got 2day de, is packed in a box with nicely tied ribbons.. rofl... wat a jokE.. e box no charge at allz lorz.. wondered if its coz my card is fully stamped, meanin i already spent lots there so dey gave e box free? i dun suppose so larz.. haha.. but itz really a jokE lorz.. dis makes me tink dat i shdnt go cwp de body shop n buy thgs manz.. like nt really good dez
tots: if we dun go to different outlets n get things, we'd never know dat we cudnt have gotten somethg betterz.... =____=" duHz
Jie crapped at 10:21 PM
very sleepy rite nw so i tink i'll write abit to keep myself awake. dis mornin woke up slightly late larz. was crossin e road halfway but e green man is kinda blinkin liaoz n there was dis blind uncle who's crossin n halfway oni. walkin diagonally and off path le. i see liao bopianz faster u-turn and bring him towards e correct way n pavement. =.= tho e light turned green when we were ard 3/4 thru, lucky e cars never honk lor.. but i suppose dey also understand e uncle is blind lar.. so bopianz muz gif him more time... i bring him across le den faster went back to e other side where my bus stop is.
=) doin somethg gd is a great way to start e day i suppose. well, i was kinda walkin very fast but when i saw he was like goin off path n towards e railin at e sides.i cant make myself walk off without doin anythg loz. especially when its so near me. =___="
went to work n saw precieux online. while shes PL's fren lar.. been playin maple together for e past week. kinda get along pretty ok.. its always nice to know new ppl to tok n play games with.
neway, dat jie hor.. very bad.. no online 2day so i sms her. she say she go interview n goin shopping with her bf.... somemore ask me envy ba~ duHZ... so badegg manz... bad jie... =___="
tots: so sleepyz.. but i had fun playin tho. hee =D qian da~
Jie crapped at 2:24 PM
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
my lunar new yeAR~
yOZ.. its almost e end of e lunar new year manz.. personally i feel dat e new year has lost its meaning for me manz.. coz i dun really enjoy e visitations.. but neway it differs with individuals n families la. for families dat has close bonding, its a gd time to get together lar. i do like to go to my maternal gramps there larz.. its where i feel closer n comfortablez. so basically wat did i do on dis 2 weeks? hMmz..
1st day of new year, kinda got up early n went to church. got to drive dad's car in order to get hm earlierz. sent samantha to boonkeng n set off for hm. almost concuss on bed but dad dragged me up to go ahma hse lor.. e worst thg is dat i was so sleepy i missed a step at e carpark, at ahma's place, while climbin down e stairs and my ankle kinda tuo jiu lORz.. =__=" terrible.. it was really pain at 1st lar.. but aint dat kinda unbearable pain, or mayb i have becomed immuned to pain. HAHA~ =_="
2nd n 3rd day of new year i spent it at hm watchin all e vcd/dvds at home.. coz i cant really go out n walk too much.. tho it aint seriously pain, it doesnt feel rite lar.. made a trip to e sinseis but ALL Aint open even tho dey puT OPEN ON PUBLIC HOLIDAYS... i kinda felt really pissed at first lar.. but den kinda gave up.. so on e 4th day i finally manage to find e sinsei.. took MC also lar.. which is kinda crAPpy.
tots: has new year visitations become somethg dat gotta be done, yet without any feelins attached nor meanings?
Jie crapped at 9:21 PM
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