Thursday, September 08, 2005
time fliesssssssssss~
while walkin on e way home today, i passed by the playground as usual. somehow today, i had a flashback... i was suddenly reminded of e times when my couz was still stayin with me... of the times dat i would bring her down from my hse to play at e playground occassionally at ard 6 plus in e evenin... =) nice feelin....~ why? coz i was reminded of e happy times i had, the relaxing feelin where e breeze gently blows against ur face, the innnocent pure smile n giggle of my couz when i would push her on e swing... and e way she would ask me to stop pushin when it goes too high =D precious memories in my mind dat would never go away... its always nice bringin her down to play but usually she'll be reluctant to go back and i gotta kinda set a limit den ask her to go back or kinda drag her back somehow.. hahaZ.
so glad to be feelin better today.. tho i still got up late for work.. had a nitemare lastnite. some icky gross nitemare which i kinda felt like i was puking all e way coz of some provokin sight n smell of some things which i dun tink i wanna say... haha... totally freaked out and it all felt so real i woke up in e middle of e nite... ewwww.. =_="
tots: better battery, better brain, better mood, ohhhhhh~ Nice~ ; )
Jie crapped at 7:21 PM
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Monday, September 05, 2005
depressed depressed
arghzzz.. feelin terrible nowadays... headachy nowadays... tired n drained~ my head is like weighed down with tonnes of things dat go churnin inside.. my brain is crashed into bits n bits of lil pieces... agony is the only word dat might be able to describe how i feel a lil...
feelin real irritable, impatient, grouchy... and mayb some other ugly words should fit in right now... i dun have mood to do anything.... NOTHING at allz...
got scold by my new mie.... ='( haiz.... depressed....... kept quiet most of e trip back... somehow i could feel dat shes upset abt me too... =
my battery's flat liaoz... time to slp le
tots: agony... my brain is in agony. my body is in agony... my eyes are filled with agony~
Jie crapped at 11:23 PM
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