Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Juz A Lil Update
Juz a lil update for ppl who drop by, i'm very busy with work at e moment.. till mayb end dec or even january. i have work to rush and the not urgent things are piling to like ermmmz..... as tall as my 500ml nalgen water bottle? dUhz..... e sight of it freaks me out..... and i'm tryin not to look at it... duH duH dUh.... oh well.. schools are callin in for their orders to be sent to them as their accounts are closing and schools dat kinda ordered last minute are also pushin us to send their books down? =_=" dUh~ some teachers are really crappy n some are really good... for those who confirmed their orders late and sms us to send their books e nxt day... go eat Poop....~ Fire BUrn until ur BUtt liAO den come rush us... dUH~~~ already emphasize in every quotation dat u gotta confirm ur orders early for them to be processed on time liao still wan reply late n KPKB..... who ppl who dunno watz KPKB... its better u dun know. =X
oh yea.. another update... pics frm my HK trip has been loaded into Facebook by HC... so for those who are interested to see can go to Facebook... no time to load myself into any webbie or here... so ppl who dun have facebook, either register an account there... or...... ask me to show u on my laptop... if i'm not lazy enuf to bring it out.... which of coz depends on my mood lar....
Startin to fix my MG Strike Freedom Gundam.. tink it'll look nice with my Freedom.. but hor... my Freedom de wings i haven paint finish and its kinda in e storeroom rite now.. LOL... hMMmz.... oh well... fixin a bit each day... as a form of relaxation aft i get hm from work... damn sian man.. everyday also rushin things... duHz... sigh~~~~ at least got part timers crap with me now n den... arbo worseeee... =_="
Gab goin aussie on fri... tmr we're goin PBF.. den fri FM.. damn sian.. dUN like FM lect... DUN like dat PER SE guy..... wonder if can complain to his company or SIM... bueHZ~
recoverin from my nose prob le but still kinda got phelgm in my throat for dunno wat reason.... still kinda cranky at nite.... still feel kinda weak but overall better lerz... gotta save up for my exam fees liaoz... runnin low on Vitamin M and also gotta start studyin seriously liao.. dunch wanna fail any man... sterling pounds sia.. =_=" i dun wanna end up with a 3rd Class or No Class... wonder if got No Class de... but newayz... i dun even wan a 3rd Class so why bother got no class anot.....?!?! but sometimes dun wan doesnt mean u wun geddit lar.... sigh... muz have more discipline and study liaoz.... 100% exam weightage no joke... plus i missed 1 or 2 lessons liaoz... either sick or not ard...
CHIP...... GANBATTE!!!!! dunch know if u'll still drop by... but neway is ok... i'm cheerin for u rite now.....
Oh yea.... and JJ too!!!! JiaYOU~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jie crapped at 10:33 PM
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Friday, November 23, 2007
Dead Sick
i'm still sick.. yea it got worse since i came back... was on mc yday... slept thru'out e day... e doc juz gave me 3 type of med.. a decongestant... antibiotics n a kinda steroid for inflammation/swelling... for my airway... as written on e plastic cover of e med... weird... it was weird so i oni took it 2 times... steroid sounds scary... suzanna said it was ok but i din like takin med... so i thot i'll juz keep to e decongestant n antibiotics....
i'm DEAD sick... i feel so darn drained and my head is hurtin in e back... and everywhere seems to hurt... my head hurts even when i lie down on e pillow.. every move seems to be a huge impact to it... darn.... i forced myself to stay awake at work today despite feelin super groggy.. feelin super gong n confused.... hadda make a delivery but i manage to get my boss's dad to drive me there.... well... its kinda true i'm in no condition to drive so i juz kinda read e map n tell him where to turn....
currently waitin for e time for my nxt medication before i sleep... my head is hurtin like shit.... i have work waitin for me to do tmr.... alls been planned by my boss wat i have to do tmr... yea.. its all her shit... i can say nothing also.. i juz hope to sleep.... feel so drained..... did i mention she regretted lettin me go for e hk trip? and did i mention she wasnt happy i was on mc yday? and did i mention she called me durin lunch today sayin we shdnt go lunch together in a group n shd take turns? =___________=" dUh. wat kinda rule is dat... i am tired i juz uh uh uh everythg to her.... no energy to say much... but i hope u dun force me to a corner dat i erupt... she juz asked everybody to keep dec 1st free... shes up to somethg but i dunno wat... damn sian to tink now.. she even asked e part timers to keep dat day free...
.................................................................. zapped of all energy.
Jie crapped at 8:49 PM
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Monday, November 19, 2007
Back~~
Back from HK.... sick even before i went therez... but got to take alot of photos there at e wax museum and disneyland with mY DEAREST STITCH.... searched 2 days for Stitch... had hyper blocked nose throughout e trip... on e 1st day i kena stared by an auntie in e MTR... so i gave up blowin my nose totally.... =___________= took quite some photos at e things there lar... din go city area much but i manage to get a STRIKE FREEDOM GUNDAM Master Grade de.... and some Stitch things for myself.... and also BOUGHT A TWINSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS CONCERT DVD... wAHAHAHHAhAha.... busted alot on gifts also so no more xmas gifts for those who got smthg from me in dis trip.... gifts itself costed alot liao since i got it frm disneyland shops....
tot i'll add a pic dat i have nw...
Jie crapped at 10:43 PM
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
dUh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
duh DUH DUH.. of all times to fall sick... it has to be noW... dUHHHH... arghhhhh arghhhh aRGHHH........~~~~~ sianZ...... hyper runny nose........ =_____________________="
Jie crapped at 9:50 PM
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
SPARE ME CAN?!?!?!?!
SPARE ME CAN?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!! today was a lousy day... i tried..... i succeeded in the morning.... but it ended up the sAME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU GIMME A BREAK?!?!?!?!!??!?! I AM TRYINN but wat happened...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sayin doesnt help... u're never gonna understand regardless of the number of things i say.... dun appear like you know how i am feelin and by juz how i appear to be... appearing not tired doesnt mean I AM NOT TIRED........ i am tryin to be wat i wanna be.... happy with everything i am doin, happy with just what i have... tryin to do things you wan me to do....... I tried........ but i juz cudnt do it all at once!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am happy when i'm not here!!!!! i am relieved when i am here but it juz gets spoilt everytime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it makes me dun wanna be here!!!!!!
DUn tell ME u know coz u're never gonna understand.... DOnt tell mE what i am to you coz you're not the one goin thru wat i am goin thru.... Dun compare me to them coz they've not been thru wat i've been thru..... i'm just not you want me to be....... i'm just not what you expect me to be...... i'm not what was suppose to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant be wat you want me do be.... i'm not a puppet.... i juz dun have e energy n time to do things to please you right nw tho i wished to....... its not dat i dun want to.....!!!! U're never gonna read this so i dun really care what i am writin here... for the ppl who're readin u dun really hafta know who i am talkin abt neway... i am juz feelin darn darn darn down in e dumps and need somewhere to vent my frustrations....
songs are soundtracks to life........ in my mind..... 2 songs are playin rite now........
simple plan's Welcome to my Life and Perfect
Jie crapped at 9:06 PM
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
Happy Deepavali~~
Lastnite went out with my pet since she finished her assignments n had nothg on... finally got some time to hang out abit... super sian recently at work.... paper work piling up.. but new orders are still comin in... yea at e last minute... bleaH... and some of them can still be yaYA... dunno wat they're thinkin man... callin at e last 2 weeks and expect a few hundred books to be labelled wrapped and delivered in 2 weeks... theres not only juz ur school loRRRR... singapore got 197 pri schools lo.... >_<>_<
pet bbqin e things....
e fantastic sweetcorn.... VERY SWEET... esp e burnt parts... =X unlike normal corns.....
neway went Big O after the meal coz nt full n i definite i'll be hungry later at nite since i wun slp early so we went for cakes.. well.. e cakes had names dat were kinda eRmz... and we had " Indecent Obession" some kinda hazelnut chocolate cake.. which i tink it kinda taste good.. and their N.Y cheesecake which of coz would be pet's choice... but she likes both also lar... the other cakes had chim names and also some crude names larz.. wanted to try e truffle but e name kinda put me off ler... and e heart shape... LOL... =_= so weird... they had other weird cakes which i tink i'll try nxt time i go....
neway here's our indecent obession..& e N.Y cheesecake.. LOL... =_= yea.. i'm obsessed with chocolate stuff... if u dunno me well yet... i'm into dark chocolates ard 70% would be gd.... and i love mint chocolates.. and hazelnut chocs..... so kinder surprise kinder buonoes are wat i love as well.. i love all minty things by e way... kinda got hoooked onto peppermint green tea at school.... until i kinda had cough den i gotta stop.. heh~~~ now e pics shall speak
My uncle called today and ask me join em for breakfast to eat dimsum at TPY.... had chudui but mom asked me to go neway since he asked... so i went... and tried not to eat alot.... since goin sakura buffet with cgers... wudnt wanna pay n not eat anythg sia.. so i eat little with uncle den he pay lesser for my share also.. since he wudnt let me pay him back everytime he brings me out to eat.... i feel like a spoilt brat when i'm with them... haha... go market from my ahgong hse he also wanna drive even tho ish walkin distance... pet shd know coz she walk with me before when my ahgong passed away... kinda feel sad occassionally whenever i tink of ahgong.. mom said she dreamt abt him e other nite... haiZ... sometimes i wished i had more time with him like when i was a kid... and how he would bring me to e market n dong those gacha toys... rubber balls... wateva wateva.. i had a favourite and am still keepin it... OT neway..
while on my way out... my xhz told me she's veryyyy tempted to come n join me.... she was suppose to be havin lesson so i scared she pon her class sia... lol... neway she came aft her class so is ok la... took some pics with her n e others, gonna get frm liling on monday so will post another day.
Jie crapped at 11:12 PM
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Saturday, November 03, 2007
Physically Drained
Despite e fact havin so many things on hand rite now... i am so darn drained... my nose is givin me problems at nite at times.... i feel happy... havin classes at nite are really really tired... and most of e times i find it difficult to concentrate on wat e lecturer is talkin abt.. especially on fridays since he's really fAST and doesnt really elaborate... i try to make myself listen... its kinda hard... REALLY... half of e time.. i find myself almost dozin off.. its terrible i know.. and i do all sorts of things to keep myself awake... chewin on jelly beans... doodling on our doodle pad... err.. ya.. we have a doodle pad to doodle n write thgs to one another... since i tink its exp to doodle n chat on foolscap.. when they write very big... very waste paper.
tho its very very very very very tiring... we still go for our makan sessions after class even if its a very very short one... for me i feel its a mini break for myself... mentally larz.. to unwind abit.. n talk abt crap... all thgs else... everybody needs a lil break sometimes and at times when u tink u're really tired n stressed, please give urself a lil break... and u'll find dat u have more energy to press on..... copin urself alone aint gonna help at all.... seriously... relax abit n ur whole body feels all better manz... neway its our dinner lar.. better eat before we go hm coz by e time i get hm its too late to eat neway.
sometimes it very depressing at times but bein overfocus on e down points kinda makes one feel worse... why not give urself some breathin space.. alil time to relax... even half hr a day makes a diff sia.. do relaxin thgs lar.... sometimes i feel pathetic dat i cant even eat lunch slow slow manz... =( everytime eat till so rush.. but neway eat den bullshit on e way also shuang lar... better than nothg.. keep broodin also lidat... might as well be happier n crap n talk lubbish... XD
recently so bz i realised i haven been able to spend alot of time with my frens... which i in fact am very sad myself.... so deprived and it kinda makes me miss alot of ppl... i miss ashley.. i miss my cousins... i miss my mama, whom i haven been able to see in mths bah.. i miss xhz..... i miss talkin lubbish to my pet...and my kachua also..... almost everybody ler..
joke of e day: we were at our usual kampong chicken rice place... mic was orderin lar.... den hor we wan hainanese chicken rice mar... and he ordered baRley drinks for us... den e ger asked... White one...? den mic replied in a amused n funny tone... "AH? bai de lar.. barley you HUANG de mEH?!?!?! wAhAHaha... " er.... den all of us laughed.... includin e waitress... LOL... FAINT LoRZ... dat joker... e waitress was askin abt e chicken wan roast de or hainanese de.... dUHz... but neway.. dis chicken rice stall is high tech de.. e waitress use PDA take order de.. coool HUH~~ hahaha.. give it a try smtime... =)
errrz... by e way.. e rice dun come with e drawins ar.. those were done by me.. i've always like playin with my food.. pls dun eat with me if u cant stand wat i do. XD
Jie crapped at 12:05 AM
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Thursday, November 01, 2007
MellBen Seafood
Promised e couple of em when i cudnt make it for e sanfu grad dinner coz i had my bridgin exams then... so they kinda missed e chance to have dinner with me.... so i told em i'll bring em smwhere to eat when i can... since they have steamboat alr lastweek... and since i wan a lil break myself now.. i arranged for us to eat today... on a thursday to eat CRABSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS... Mellben Seafood... famous for its crab specialities.... pEt has been there with jiez n shushu i tinkz... coz i heard jie say before..
My company...
Me and Xiaosing a.k.a Manman... =X slowslow XD
Me and Xueyen
Erz.. The veg n chicken...
e crabbie.. + yummy fried mantous
Everything~!!!
the food was nice... e company was nice... they had been waiting for me to eat with em... i din know i was so popular... haZZz... n i said i cud eat with em once every 2 mths... they said it was little... >_<>
we've arrange to go again for the crab beehoon~!!! Xiaosing wan eat e beehoon when she saw other ppl's beehoon... e soup looks YUMMY~~~! e crab was very nice n sweet by e way... my fingers din smelly fishy after eatin em and i muz say its very impressive... usually aft eatin seafood our fingers smell VERRRRRYYYY FISHY... oh well.... yi du gong du... chilli is high in Vit C.. haha.. wonder if it'll rid e virus in my body.
juz kinda got hm and log in and somebody popped up and called... SHIJIE!!! I MISS U.... =_= she was appearin offline so i was kinda surprised n HUH? neway ish my dearest xhz larz... ms watermelon... heh heh... somebodys comp jammed on her.... neway i miss u tooo larzzzz.... was suppose to meet up n study before i go tq e other time but i gotta stay hm n u had smthg on also... u're tooooooo bz to meet me lo... wadda do lei?!?! haiz.... i miss u too but we dun have time to meet at all lo.... >_<
neway datz abt it for today larz... ha.. abit lorsoh. =( i got a feelin i needa stay back at work saturday onwards... =( n mayb nxt week.... until end nov... sigh.... hope i dun become a retard.... becomin so slOW nowadays coz my mind is completely drained frm work.. >_< >_<
Jie crapped at 10:20 PM
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