Sunday, January 27, 2008
weird....
well, got something weird from somebody.. but i suppose she might not know abt e contents bah.. since e surface appears kinda cute when u never really go and see wat e words are... and wats inside.... wun tink too much into it coz it'll probably freak me out..... and anyone else.
waiting for my chao act cute to call me.... yawnz... tham jia gui... =X
i am sleepy.... tired... my head still feels unstable...... after my after so long migraine attack... dis time i din see "white snow flakes" driftin down... well, sometimes when i have a attack, i see white spots driftin down like e way a leaf drifts down from a tree when it fall off... not really alot of spots la...some times juz 1.... things kinda dim abit and u see e spot drift.... looks kinda nice.. =/ but e pain is not so nice lar..... =/ kinda stupid to tink its nice.... dUh.....
anyway had mc last monday n tues lar... migraine flu n cough.... but dun tink ish really cough coz its juz e phelgm left over from my nasal backflow. damn sian i gotta puke out phelgm every mornin after brushin my teeth... its gettin worse.... and i hate it..... haven been feelin really well recently..... and e phelgm is drivin me crazy..... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
yawnz.... i am sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy..... chao act cute finish ur stinky donuts fasttttttt... sick n yet still so tham jia~~~~ no ben n jerry for u~!!!!!!!!!!!
Jie crapped at 9:59 PM
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
Mama Play Cookin Mama
in case u dunno, "Cooking Mama" is a cookin game on NDS and also PSP i tink..... well.... some time ago.. my mom started playin "Zookeeper" on my NDS....... its sorta a puzzle game.... switchin 2 tiles to make 3 in a row.. and +puff+ it disappears and u earn points....
recently my mom started playin "Cooking Mama" liaoz.... and it seems the NDS is part of HER everyday life liaoz.. since i always get dizzy playin it on e way home from school and its quite heavy in addition to my notes...... so it become my mom's and my sis's toy.....
juz now she was cookin dumplings with it...... peelin cabbage... and told me her fave was peelin cabbage... =______=" hmmmmm.... weird huh.... shes still playin with it now but i dunno wat game she's playin.... tink its puzzle bobble bah.... not sure alsoz.... can oni hear e music from where i am sittin.... i hardly play those games she play... LOL.. cookin mama is cute lar... but i've stopped playin on it very long liaOZ... mayb i shd introduce her to play animals crossing.. so she can weed... water and plant flowers in my town.. LOL............. =P
my mama is gettin more n more advanced lerZ..... hehehehehehhehehe... but it keeps her occupied lar.. nobody to nagnag... goody goody.. gimme some peace alsoz.. lol... and she has fun also..... =P mayb nxt time i shd get a Nintendo Wii... den we can play other games together.... on tv.... hehehehehehehe... =D wishful tinkin.. hehehehhe
Jie crapped at 10:29 PM
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Not Free?!?
sometimes its really crappy when u talk to ppl and they tell u they're not free... even tho it may be juz a few sentences u wanna say but before u say anythg they say they're not free....
mayb i should try dat sometimes instead of givin in to everythg ppl ask.... its not like i have e whole world's time to do things i need/want to do..... why am i still givin in to ppl....
next time i should juz say no to everything... and oni agree to people who gave up their time to me... instead of juz givin in to anyone who juz ask simply coz they wanted juz anyone to kill their time....
Mei Liang Xin can be good at times.........
dun ask me to be there when u've never been there when i needed u to.
for certain ppl i may be able to do so... but for some, i'm sorry i cant do it.......
life can never be fair.... and e way u treat individuals will not be e same as well.... no matter how fair u are.... there will still be some difference even if minimal.....
i am gonna be more heartless from now on... i can be very jiang yi qi to my frens... but for those who are juz acquaintances..... never will i be so stupid as to give in my own time to u liaoz.... it will juz be a waste of my time.
Jie crapped at 11:12 PM
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
ZZZZZZZZZZZ
got home early today.. was feelin ok in e afternoon.. din go anywhere but stayed smwhere and slacked n watch tv... and kinda dozed on off.... came hm..... wanted to pack my FM notes since i am done with packin my PBF ones.... but... bathed.. got up to my mom's bed and pa there n watch my huang zhen yi dvd... and couldnt move ler. LOL.
now i have headache..... and feel feverish... is the flu bug catchin up? i got drenched last monday and been havin headache every mornin since... coz last monday i had class and got home oni after 11 plus... arghhh.... i wanna sleeep....... i need it now.............
Jie crapped at 9:10 PM
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
Fresh Air At Last
at last i have time to catch some breath.... been like crap for e past few mths... everything is like crap..... juz got home from class/makan session/pool session.... last week got hm ard e same time as well..... tired... but when i play i dun feel dat tired.... esp at nite... seems like i'm more of a nite person den day person... coz even when i am tired i feel more awake at nite....
got to tok to jie abit earlierz... almost cant get to see her on sunday... dunno can anot yet alsoz... dunno e switch can be cfmed anot.. anyway its abt time to start studyin ler!!!!!
i tink i should plan how i should study ler.... if not i will never never never start.... and also strategize and allocate my time abitz ler.... WHEN I WAKE UP I SHALL PACK MY NOTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHALL.... neway gotta zap past year papers for Gab n Mic n xueyen bah... since i am e only one who found e ONLY STACK of past year papers n solutions in e box... and i tink it was for e full time students de... so e remainin ppl gotta zap liaoZ.... quite big pile.. might be quite some dollars per copy. =/
sunday gonna go buy shoe with mic n gab i tinkz... he wan buy clothes.... yawnz.. until now i still dunno how to go queensway by public transport... so damn suakuz...... coz all e times i been there.... somebody drove me there... so i guess it shdnt be my fault dat i dunno howda get there bah... blame it on e ppl who drive me there.. neway if we goin on sunday.... someone is drivin me there also... so hENG arh... arbo i dunno howda go meet em ler.... need e shoe for work... mom bought me a pair but it was tooooooo small.. slightly larz... so by end of e day like blister wan come out on my sole... but never leiz... its juz e slight pain feelin but it disappears e nxt morning.. =/
i'm tired... but seems like my slumber period has passed.... i dun feel as sleepy as i was in e car earlier.. juz kept yawnin in e car and cudnt get wat mic say sia.. keep uhhh uhhh ahhh... uuuhhh... yea..... =S actually i din get some of wat he say also.... LOL............. but i had fun lar.... today was a big group.. we played solo.. den in pairs....... there was me...mic... gab... mao...yp.... mao's bro n his gf.... had quite a fair bit of crap... and wins n losses.... with mic... all win... lol..... still, theres nobody to beat him so far..... by real skill..... buey tahan him... too pro liaoz.... but i am improvin larz... get abit skill back liao.. more accurate today compared to last week...
hair no dry yet... siaNz... bought my xhz back on FB.... some kinda friends for sale application.. where u buy ur frens as pets... and ppl will bid on them n u gotta buy them back if u wanna keep em... of coz each time the price increases lar... simple economic reaction bahz.... demand for somethg increase... the price for dat thing increases along.... =/
my lappie mouse gettin cranky liaoz... tink coz it always hits e ground when i put my laptop down as its attached to e laptop still..... bueh~~ bochapz... too sian to chap abt such thg...
*yawns* sleepy abit ler.. gonna be 4am liaoz.. better climb into bed before i get screamed at... or discovered....
CIAOZ..... *missin ash n some others*
Jie crapped at 3:33 AM
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
Vivo City
Still at work rite now... SL's at work too.. lol.. kinda tok online to cfm abt tmr's show and she asked me if i wanna eat with her later... and yea... vivo city's food republic again mayb..... if go there shd be 3 times in dis few weeks le ba...we ate e same thgs e prev 2 times.. prawn mee... carrot cake... wu xiang..... juz dat on new years day, with pet, we ordered sm grilled chicken wings as well.... hmmmm... kinda scared of hokkien prawn mee n wu xiang lerz...
told her we gotta try different thg ler... coz i am scared of those few items ler.. even tho ate 2 times nia.. once with her, once with pet.
today, e way to work was much dreaded.... i din felt like comin at all but hadda pack some thgs for monday's appointment and my integrity wud not allow me to bochap... since it wud be irresponsible to do so and ultimately i might still be e one who needa get those thgs out on monday anyway.
candy empire is my fave hang out there.. got quite some minty, pepperminty stuff from there e other time and when i brought pet there she was like.. eeee... ewww... colgate... =______="
well.... dunno why i love minty things but some things juz cant be explained with words.
went to register my exams for this year and i am kinda broke liaos.... sad to say.. hafta scrimp abit ler... i tot it was to be lesser.. but anyway... paid liao jiu paid liao lorz... 1 load off my mind ler....... nxt one comin up...... mock papers and study!!!!!!!!!!! haven been study for ard 3 mths le bah.. or 2 at least.... time to get e engine started....
and XUEYEN!!!!!!! START LIAO HOR!!!!!! No lessons..... no Nothing..... No notes... the notes all i give u liao hor... time to start liao hor... we have bits inside our mind left over from e classes we went but u have nothing inside.... so PLEASE...... its time to begin le..... startin frm scratch is not easy when u dun have e slightest clue on wat u're readin.... dun make me chase u with a parang~!!!!!!!! k.. nuf abt it... gonna clear sm bits off work den start packin up to leave le..... dun wan her to wait for me long.. even tho we still have time tmr together.
next sunday's taken up liaoz also... by xhz who's back... not confirm whether can meet yet anot but tentatively datz e case unless she cant make it.
Jie crapped at 4:46 PM
anguish.... oppression... injustice... exploitation... problems... worries... fatigue... anger... displeasure... thoughts... plans... frustration...
i'm overwhelmed. with e things that has happened and might happen... i am unhappy with certain things for sure... and do not ask for i will not say.. if i've been denied e chance to say when i wanted to tell u.. i will not say it again.... for i am not the type to say when asked but say when i want to say.
i will not allow myself to be controlled by these feelins for more than today and neither will i allow myself to be manipulated. but i will allow these today for i am but just a human.
i believe god will do justice for the wrongs dat i suffer, for e damage inflicted.. as i have said e other time... i will do wat is deemed feasible... and will not contain e anguish and anger unless provoked. tmr is a new day and i will not allow myself to contain such feelins unless provoked...
strangely enough as i typed this... giggsy asked me to read somethg... well, i dun feel dat bad rite now actually but thinkin abt wat has happened today is still quite crap. but i will not tink no more for its no point thinkin over such things when there are more impt things to be done. read e below news if u're interested. dat person is a korean pastor.. dunno why they put priest. kinda weird. tellin her wat happened today.... more or less i have vented my frustrations already. i might allow myself to be exploited n taken granted again but is ok... justice prevails... at least i dun owe anyone anythg but instead being owed..... rather dat be e way tho it may sound stupid... i hate owin thgs.. be it favours or wateva....
Never give up, says priest who battled blindness
Jie crapped at 12:03 AM
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