Monday, August 28, 2006
I Feel SiCK Today!
wellwell, i feel sick today manz.... giddy.... woke up at 4am today.. went back to slp den woke again at 7am... slept a lil nia.. coz slept late lastnite. terrible.... feel giddy n headachy most of e day.. met 'mummy' n ww for lunch at hgmall den went to e library to borrow sm books... wanted to memorize my sanfu thgy to her n pet to complete my hw but i felt sick... so went hm aft dat.
GUESS WAT?!?!?! ard 730... i puked out my LUNCH... complete with the seaweed in e soup... all over e toilet floor when i was gonna bath..... *faintZ* wasnt really a surprise neway.. coz i was headachy in e 1st place... juz dat i din know everythg wud come out like a waterfall... =____="
well, i muz admit it kinda stank.... =____=" so i din eat dinner today larz... totally no appetite...
neway, juz to sum up wat happen e last 2 days... saturday we had e song dedication thgy lar.. =X and also disclose e secret angel de identity lar... mine ish actually my pet.. =___=" cant hiam lar... buy me chips.. buy me candy... do thg for me.. let me abuse... very good pet liaoz... thanks ar... my guaiguai pet... hmmm.. i heard from ur sisters dat u had fun gigglin at me also... u good hor? i will reward u with more abuse de... =P
neway i got a small book from xiaoshan laoshi... din expect a return gift from her manz.. was really surprised.. coz i juz wrote her 2 bookmarks... and some candies plus ribena... and yea... in chinese... not knowin if she knew english.. and also knowin it wud be easy to guess if i wrote english... lol~ wellwell, mayb i shd write her somethg to thank her for e gift also..., dis time in my own name...
gotta stop liaoz.. cant sleep too late coz i'll die tmr if i stay on.
Jie crapped at 11:35 PM
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Friday, August 25, 2006
I am Seriously Bothered
haiZ... i am seriously bothered lor.. theres somethg wrong with my comp recently.... kena alot of adwares i tinkz... chinese de.... very crap... neway mark keep tellin me i wun get it if i used a mac.... well.. true in a way... coz more ppl usin pcs mar.... so all these thgs are aimed at pcs as well... so puttin things in a simpler way, e risk of gettin viruses, adwares, spywares on a mac is greatly reduced as compared... i wun deny larz.... =______="
haiz... i cant do everythg when all these are happenin since i have problems openin my programs.... since i have probs openin... i dun even dare tink abt installin e thgs i needa use now... sigh~~~~
tots: very very very very bothered.... been tryin days to rid of e pests.... managed to reduce some.. but theres very stubborn ones also!!!!!!
Jie crapped at 10:34 PM
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Happy Today~
ok i'm lame... i'm happy today coz jie(jtll) says she'll bring me out to eat when i can eat meat.. hee...~ yay....~!!! well, at least its somethg i can look forward to... but i dunno how long i gotta be vegetarian larz.. hahaha.... can eat Fish niaz.. =____=" but it aint dat bad.. coz it means i can still eat sashimi... keke. ;) i'm happy not coz i can eat la.. but i can go out with her.... coz shes always so BUSY!!!!!
actually e thg dat made my day happier was dat i was able to chat with a long long time fren... one of my closer frenz in sec sch...., Ru~!!! hmmm... we use to eat breakfast together every morning in sch last time.. even after we got separated when i was in sec 4.. i still went to find her every mornin... haha... tonite she actually msned me... and we chatted quite long.. abt some thgs... and about the bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
i extended an invitation for her to come to our service if she was free... but declined n as i have expected, she feels that services are too serious... neway, i say its ok... she has my number n shes welcome to gimme a buzz whenever she wanna come down.... =) well, i sure am glad i was able to chat with her after so long of non-communication n talkin abt thgs doesnt seem dat "far" apart... hmmm... its surprising yea? to me. relationships. friendships, n wateva ships u have lar, kinda drifts apart when u dun go maintain it.. n maintainin seems like an ongoin thg lorz... haha... i din expect to be able to say so much.. hAHa... i am surprised it came outta me!! =)
talk abit more abt my day ba... my day was spent partly in bed coz i dun feel well today... very headachy... abit migrainy but not full blown... preventive measures taken.... =D pHEW!!!!!!!!!
tots: Happy to be able to share wat i know with my fren.. its a total different feeling.... e kind of gladness is undescribable....~
Jie crapped at 12:23 AM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
Vitamin S Deficiency
Vitamin S deficiency... serious lack of it lastnite... it was plain agony and thats all i can describe it... A-G-O-N-Y......~!!!!!!! came back pretty tired.. with a half cracked mind already, while on my way home... managed to persuade for e sanfu lesson to be changed to next monday... i AM SURE GLAD I DID... i wanted to memorize my hw for next week even tho lesson has been changed but i realised i dun have e "mind" to do anythg much coz my brain feels rather drained already. been feelin rather groggy nowadays dat my parents wonder why i have e sleepy look with eyebags under my eyes occasionally.. i DUN WANNA FEEL DIS wAY ALSO LO.. BUT i dun have a choice also de. =___="
wat happen last nite nei??? i browse thru my textbook to roughly know wat i needa say lar.. it oni took me awhile... and i was ready for bed at ard midnite... chatted with my sis for awhile.. den we off the lights... dat was when agony started... i laid in bed for e next few hours....... juz with dozens of thgs goin thru my mind... with very different thgs as well lar.. not only sanfu thgs... i am not really dat poisoned... so juz ALOT of thgs goin in n out at e same time... NO I DID NOT DRINK KOPI dis time... =___=" it din felt as bad as drinkin kopi coz i dun really feel fed up lastnite.....
i stopped my brain a few times to pray dat i can sleep.. coz i dun wanna blunder our sharing with an auntie today mar... i never sleep enuf sure will have a kNS dEAD FISH look on my face mar.. dun wanna affect e auntie... den partly also scared i will say WRONG thgs or say weird crazy things... =_______________=" i am not really in a proper mind when i dun slp enuf...
i looked at e clock beside my bed occasionally to find... its 1am......2.30....... 3.30..... by e time it reached 3am...... i prayed a different thing liaoz.... i told god... lord it doesnt really matter if i cant sleep liaoz.. juz let me be able to talk sense when i wake up and gotta share my testimony with e auntie... i juz dun wanna blunder the whole thing up and also give e others crap to pickup.... =____=" i really ish kinda gif up on wantin to slp liao loz... well, after somemore lyin ard n bbqin in bed.. i finally got to sleep n before i know it.. i gotta wake againz liaoz... =_____="
i ish reallly feel like SAI lorz.. when i wake up i told my mom i din manage to slp much. she cud tell from my face i ish feel like sai also and asked if i felt unwell tts why cannot slp... watz worse ish i felt nauseous also while on my way out.. i actually made e "pukin" sound when i walked down e stairs.. DUH.... lucky inside nothg... neway i ish quite satisfied with wat i managed to say today lar... considerin physically i feel like sai.. and mentally not really stable... and i sure am glad that e auntie responded to me while i was sharin my testimony.. at least i am not borin to her.. hAHA!!!! =_=" i ish scared to tok to older ppl de lor.. but i am learnin lar. =_="
today my blackie jie gimme smthg.. hee... cute de.. post a pic nxt time.. its on my hp nw... datz e oni happy thg dat happened today to me ba..?! i drew a pic of a monkey for pet lastnite to be made into keychain de.. but e vendor made a MESS outta e whole thg.. he said he was chargin 8 bucks for it at 1st... den in e end when he passed me e thg... i gave him 9 bucks n he returned me 4 bucks.. i was rather happy coz he really ish made a mess lor... he no face charge me so much for e mess he created also... i draw de ish cute de end up like a monkey who got injured in a gang fight with broken head lor.... *FAINTZ* well.. post a pic of these as well smtime later when i dun feel so (*&(*^_*((&&_)&( feel disappointed abt sm things rite now as well... but nvm la..
tots: sometimes its disappointin to know dat u're willin to sacrifice all dat u have, ur time, to go distances for ppl n find dat nobody ish willin to do e same for u.... wud u say dat dis is humanity? wud u tink dat its e cruel reality? or wud u tink dat wat u've done ish juz aint enuf for ppl to do e same to u? it aint e 1st n it wun be e last... =/
Jie crapped at 10:39 PM
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Friday, August 18, 2006
Nothing Unusual~ Juz a fragment of my mind
hmmmm.. lemme recall how i spent last week n dis... went to e library with pet on tues... at JE.. den went to centre help out with e bookmarks den returned home.... National day went out with parents for breakfast den bought full house n ended up watchin it e whole day tho i wished i could go see e fireworks.. nevertheless nobody's name came up in my mind as to jio n watch... so juz left it dat way.... Full House aint a bad show lar.. quite funny.... e followin dayz i buried myself in browsin thru e books i borrowed.. Fri is a crap day and it made my whole weekend crapped as well... i had a bad time thru'out till ard tues ba...
I SAW ZOE TAY ON WEDNESDAY~~~~~~~~~~! shes so pretty lORz........... hAHAHAHa.... hmmmz.. in case u're wonderin, i was on my way to e library after goin to e sports hall lar.. den i saw some ppl with video cams... and those big big trolleys full of things lar... as i went down e escalator... i saw a woman.... shes ZOE TAY......!!!! very pretty... dun look as old as on tv..... hAHHA..... =D yup.. datz all i hafta say... PRETTY.....!!!
hmmmz... den yday i tried to do up some digital image lar... so i did up e new header for my blog lar... do u call dis typography or wat? i aint sure lar.. but it mainly consists of texts n colours... i suppose e colour FELT good when put together.. even tho e colours are quite different from one another? blue pink orange n red.... plus a yellow backgrd... hmmmz.... neway i shall try somethg new with symbols sometime later... to create another digital image... wanted to make a gif header... budden again dis colourful thgy appeared in my mind... and neway... in case u dunno, the words behind are actually verses highlighted in my bible.... randomly picked ones lar... hAHAH.... din include which verse tho.. i juz separated e verses with more space in between... probably wun chg e layout again so soon lar.. since i am quite satisfied with e colours of e current n prefer simpler things... =)
tots: lotsa tots inside my mind recently... good ones, bad ones, sad ones, negative ones, messed up ones, juz loads dat i dunno which to listen to...
Jie crapped at 11:34 PM
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
R u my Secret Angel?!?!
Our TQ ish playin e secret angel thingy currently... hmmmz.. quite fun larz.. playin e thing... mine gave me a bookmark, a card n a pack of KETTLE CHIPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hee... yea.. kettle chips.. i wonder how she knows... neway she wrote weird things on e card larz.... *faintZ*
how weird? mayb i take a pic of e card and post it here another day ba.. e chips has been digested by my family so bo pic lar... ROFL... evercare cards... hmmm.. i collect those... ROFL... nicenice... i collect de all unwritten ones.. haha.. kinda waste of money huh? oh well, who ask me like to collect dat kinda cards newayz... it started from my phonecard collections... bo piANz... =P
whoever u are, thanks ar......
tots: i wonder who ish my lame angel... write me lame things..... XD but gimme nice thgs as well lar..... haha XD
Jie crapped at 1:04 AM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Drained~! Drained~ Drained~
dunno wat i've been doin but i feel so drained. DUhz... neway took awhile to memorize e sanfu examples... e book that records our sins to be precise... mummy demo to me in chinese.. but everythg in my brain is being processed n understood in ENGLISH IN MY BRAIN!!!!!! i dunno howda to say out everythg in e end when i was suppose to do it n show her... *FAINTZ* and i gotta process everythg into chinese in my brain....!! it took me awhile to do e processin in my brain. i found it hard to concentrate plus my mind is quite drained nowadays actuallyz....
why why nei? haven been sleepin well... lastnite wasnt e worse.... but i guess i woke up ard 3 - 4 times lastnite ba.. wat i can be thankful is dat i got back to slp quite fast everytime lar... datz really enuf to be thankful coz usually i take a long time to fall aslp de... =___________="
i oni sleep like dead when i'm sick... so in fact i do enjoy e time being sick sometimes... unless i'm really sick enuf dat my parents allow me to sleep in...
coz usually they'll drag me up n say sittin in e livin room is better den coupin myself in e bedroom n sleep.. =_________=" so at times when i'm sick, its kinda agony dat i gotta keep myself awake n sit n stone at e tv.... they say e air circulation is better lo.. wat to do nei?!?!
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in e evenin.. i went for e sanfu lesosn lar.. since pet bo work.. i gotta find another person to memorize e thing to larz.. so lionmother say she will start in time... meanin i got oni ard 4-5mins to say everythg... she say i shd be able to do it de... but make me abit gancheong lORz.... sigh.. den i missed abit of e example larz... neway ish ok lar... at least i know wat to take note of next time... =)
it ended really LATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE today lorZ.... at 11..... den my mom called me when i was still on e train.....!!!!!! not even reach AMK yet... faintZ~ its her Birthday today lo.... she somemore ask me why i never go home earlier.....!!! hoW TO ANSWER?!?!?!?! if she knew i went for church things... i tink she'll flare at me ba.....? den mondays i dun tink i can go anywhere liao alsozzzzzzzzzzzzz.... well, i told her i AM AT AMK den reachin soon... so i took cab hm at amk... at least shes in good mood today.. if not i'm in deep xxxx.... with no doubts...... =__="
tots: drained larz.... but i muz say everythg made me tink abit different liaoz......~
Jie crapped at 12:45 AM
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