Dear God, forgive me for the wrong dat i did... for the things dat i said.. that might have mislead ppl or stumbled ppl... i did none with the intention of doin so lord...... been feelin very depressed the whole of today... feeling confused and messed up... abt everything that has happened within the day... of the things dat i got to know... and of the things dat i didnt handle properly... i am trully sorry for everything that has happened....
but i am thankful for the ppl that i have ard me... tho harsh may seem the words coming from them.. dat they may seem agitated not at me.... but at the things dat are being told to them... and helped me in realising wat was trully wrong dat i din figure out myself... lord... i thank you for the ppl for telling me... wat was right.. and wat was to be done....
thanks for comforting me...
Psalms 34:18
The Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
and the peace dat was given that no one can replace..... thank you my heavenly father.....
wanted to post somethg... but am at lost on wat to sayyy.... kinda worried now..... abt someone.... or mayb some ppl... juz dun really know watz gonna happen man.... hope everythg turns out well man.... =( it doesnt really will affect me.. juz dat i dun bear to see certain things happen la... lord please help her.. and her too... that they may not make decisions on impulse and dat every thing may be settled peacefully... wateva happens, let ur will be done.... wateva happens... guide them... esp e young one.... =_=" or mayb shd be 1 more.... =/ haiiiiiii... wat is to be done man..
dUh. i dunno wat to say also... sometimes.... teens/kids juz dun understand the concerns of ppl who talk to them... and do things on impulse... and do wateva they like.... regardless of the feelins of the ppl who loved them dearly and cant bear to see them get hurt or suffer...... now that it concerns a life... its not juz wateva u say dat counts..... ur decision and actions are gonna affect everythg lo.... =( blah.... nuf said....
not talkin abt any specific ppl dat u know.... but anyway... datz all i have to say rite now....
tink twice before u do anythg dat affects other ppl..... tink even more when its somethg dat ppl advise u against doin so.... tink all e more when its not only juz one person....
or mayb... u should juz stop tinking abt it....... to stop urself from wanting to do it... and fall into Mr. S.A Tan's temptations...... bleah... oh well.. O.T. lerz....... tmr den see how everythg turns out bah...
went to marina for this buffet for the 2nd time... tink it became cheaper ler... last time me, michael n gabriel went and it was more expensive... heh.. tink they kinda revamped the interior abit since my last visit as well.... hmm.. todays trip was made possible by pet, and e 2 jiejies.... thanks thanks arrrrrr.......
had a very enjoyable time today.. i muz say, most enjoyable outta e whole week? hahaha.. had a fair share of laughter.. crapping... and playin with our food....... =D =D =D very enjoyable time... took some pictures with jie's camera so shd have pictures comin up... but not so soon i tinkz... =) coz blackie jie needa use it tmr.... btw blackie jie is not so blackie le... very fair now... its like SOOOOO long no see her liao lOR.... =D so glad to see her today. =D =D =D
oh well... passed them e hp accessories i made at e bookfair for them... kinda sleepy now but playin facebook abit.. tink i shd sleep le... my eyes feel so heavy... still got things comin in i tink.. so i shall post pics at a later date......
went marche with my other dearest on tuesday.. ate alot of things also.... shall continue talkin on another day.
oh yea.. we ate... baby lobsters.. as stated by e label (pet say is crayfish), had.. black pepper crabs, which gave us a hard time eatin.. and my teeth became pliers to crack e hard pincer shells for pet... and.... fresh oysters.... chilled prawns., siew mai, har kow..., errr... veggie...., dory fish fillet, errr.. beef..... satay.... dou miao..., baby tako... salmon n tai sashimi..... smoked salmon.... etc,.. had lotus paste bao, and longevity bao....
had a cantonese birthday song sung by blackie jie.... accompanied by a chopstick on a siewmai.... in replacement of a cake. =____=" blackie jie's idea... *claps claps* lidat also can... hahaHhAhaHAA.... 1 chopstick on a siew mai... imagine dat.. =/ hehe....
had a crappy, fun, enjoyable nite..... THANKSSSSSS for makin out e time for meeee......... it wasnt easy for us to find a place to meet up today coz we've tried alot of places and they were either full or din have enuf seats for e four of us... thanks to my dearest poor sick pet who tried to find a place e whole of yday and did not get to rest... appreciate everythg. =) thanks jiejies for tryin to find a place together last nite too... =)
a new touch of some favourites.... plus some others dat i like.. =) have always loved instrumental music.... and variations to c
Pachelbel's canon in D major with a rock touch to it.... LOVED it... =D
Cool huh?
how about some techy stuff? Beatboxing with Flute?!?!? to the Mario TUne...~
HAHA... found theses on e web some time ago when surfing the web... dis person had a few other tunes as well. =) flight of the bumble bee, sesame street etc.. have fun listening bahz.. =)
some of which u hear on tv alot but dunno their titles....., by kevin kern...
one of my favourite, The Enchanted Garden (not played by kevin kern in dis vid but by a lady in a kevin kern competition smwhere)
another one... (tink PL likes dis too) Through the Arbor
this one... SUNDIAL DREAMS... most commonly heard on tv. =_="
datz enuf for the day le... =) kinda missed listenin to all these... heh.... unable to find vid on tim janis de music so no post on his music... but i have a CD by him dat i LOVEDDDDDD alot... and caused me to search for it up n down years ago... juz to get it.. =/
dis year is the most quiet bday i've ever had.. but i'm ok with it lar.... since small no celebrate de mar... my parents dun have e habit of celebrating birthdays and i dun get any presents on my birthdays since young usually... so for those who have, please be grateful... when i was small... i only got kiddy cassette tape songs when i am sick..... yeah... when i was a kid i always cry when i am sick... and i'm a crybaby la..... =p not since when i got in sec sch tho... hahaa.... but i still like to whine when i feel unwell lar.. whine for e sake of whinin... lol... most of e time i gotta drag myself to see a doc unless i really cant walk den i will ask my dad to drive me to e clinic. =p
anyway i have most of the thgs i want la... mom came in and asked me if i'm goin out tmr and i said nope.. dun intend too... am kinda tired actually.... works quite busy dis few days and i haven had any proper rest since after my exams... exams to bookfair to sis wedding... how to rest man.... all so stressed, tired, or energy consuming.... physically n mentally tired. bleah.
anyway got a psp slim... for my bday... subsidised by my sis... and a keroro mini tee today.. from one of my dearest pet.... i am tryin not to make fun of u soooo much liao ok? hope u noticed... tryin to "teng" and "love" u more.. since u always say i biased.... and i tink i am adopting more n more "pets"... tho i am tryin to keep e number down... haha... recently had e urge to get one more.... =p but tink nt for e time being la. anyway..., i am tryin very hard not to annoy u for fun.. tho i love seein ur 'slightly' irritated face and some other facial expressions la.......! =x but its really cute n funny loooooor. =x hahahaa...
'mummy' (wl) gave me a Our Daily Bread Promise Box... it looks like a bread... with pieces of colourful pieces of narrow cards filled with verses laaaaaaa...... cute.....! to tink juz now after dinner i was still sayin of how my colic.... has a box of verses and when she got probs she'll pray and ask for answer and pick a card from her box... LOL... when i open my present.. i got a shock la..... kinda creepy.. hAHAHHAHAHA... i usually no talk abt these type of boxes of cards with verses and i dunno how come i talk abt it today and i got one!!!!!! LOL... i wun do such things de of course la.. but i find it weird n funny...
tmr gotta work sian la.... usually i will take leave for bday but colic on holiday so i gotta go work since school's reopening and got some library orders to fufil and its like i needa classify the books before passin over to the part timers. bleah. oh.. my boss treat me lunch last thurs also... for my bday... so my colics got a free lunch off me also la. =p lol
pHew~~~~!!! finally everythg is over. hahaaaa.... =D =D =D lol...... so tired... and sleepy but i had fun mannnnnn.... yea... had fun lastnite crappin with my sis fren even tho they came near midnite and we crapped for an hr oni...? they're cute mannn!!! lol... today went la kopi with em at coffeeeshop while sis went hz hse for tea ceremony...... kakakakkas.....
anyway busy busy busy day but its finally over lar.... some ppl keep thinkin i will cry... NO loR.... i am SUPER HAPPY for her lor.... =D =D nothing to miss abt coz its not like i wun see her anymore and i'll still see her often lo. i'm usually not at home or doin my own thgs when i am home so we dun exactly spend alot of time tgt lo... =p
anyways.... hmmm... tmr dunno do wat yet... not planned... tentatively if nothing on den i may go out with someone for dinner.... thurs - the thams.... monday probably stayin home pei parents... tues or wed mayb go out with feliciaaaaaa..... hmmm...
gotta do ECR for school anyway... before 20june.. so i hope i can remember manz.... terrible.. gotta redeem my HUB points also... for vouchers.... my points expiring on 19... for some oni lar... but anywayz.... muz redeem la.. can get ice creaam vouchers or restaurant voucher.... very waste to not redeem... since i pay so much for my cable bills... =/ bleah.
gotta go church so abt time to sleep liao... wash hair.. so kinda wet but i dun care man.. sLEEEPPPPPPPPPPP.....
not sure if i mentioned but i got some hp accessories from the WBF... customised with names for my dearest pets+myself, my sis, my "jiejies", and my buddies... yawn... abit tired la.. but kinda past my slumber period so dun feel really sleepy.. talkin to pl now anyway... like so long never talk even tho its oni... like 1 week? we chatted lastnite also lar.. till 1am.. since she got off work late and log ona ard 11plus... =/ never bathe smmr coz scared i say she not punctual so skipped bathing to log on. hAHA!!! so guai de pet where to find. =p usually, e person who's nt home will always state a time dat they will log on... so e person at hm knows when to expect e person is ard and shes alwayssssss not punctual~!!! duh.. so lastnite she dun dare bathe.. and came online to talk first... but anyway she went eventually n i waited la... =/ and when she came back, i was tired so basically i said gdnite n went sleep. =/ yea stupid...
anyway heres pic of the thgy..... i passed e others to my other pets so i oni have hers n mine left rite now... so heres it.... nicenice.... theres suppose to be 5 in total.. but left 2 lar..... =/ shd have taken all together before givin sia... lol...
Cute rite? took a few days to make lorrrrrr..... was suppose to collect it oni tmr.. but e person called me today sayin i can go collect le... so i waited till not so much customer den i walk over to e booth to collect.... super nice.... i wanted to put Felicia on 1 of them de but then again.. i tot.. all put chinese name.. den samesame... so in e end.. all chinese name. =p hope u all like it la... so far.. oni JJ complained the angel looks like boy.. lol.. but i juz tot it looked cute lar... font chosen by me also. =D WBF last day later ler... cant wait for it to finish.. YAYYYY....~ missed everybody in church... missed 2 weeks of service... =( sian
er..... workin at world book fair beli jialat.. spend lotsa money.. eat also expensive.... see things also feel like buyin... opp booth sell graphic tablet... cost ard 71 bucks.... feel tempted to buy.... but its more of a want than a need.. since i will mainly be using it to doodle on my laptop... since it is more precise..... i used to doodle alot when i had more time.. but now no time to doodle at all... =(
den hor... mornings walk past starbuCKs.. also tempted... kinda got addicted to their DARK MOCHA FRAPPUCINO~!!!!! i muz say its reallly NICE AR!!!!!! =x er... usually e mocha is nice liao... but hor.. dark mocha add dark choco u know? and i LOVEEEEEEE dark choco la... so... er..... its a temptation every mornin walkin past... i am glad i juz started havin it yday... and VENTI size costs 7.90 per cup.... =/ sickening.... ages ago i bought Godiva's Chocolixir for ard 8 bucks i tink... but dat one i remember is definitely 8 or more la... =/ sigh~~~~~~
yday i tink alot ppl beli ENGZ... seems like lastnite alot ppl drop by my blog.... =_____=" all singnet users..... lol... er..... so dis few days shd be not much ppl liao....
BIRTHDAY PRESENT NOTICE FROM MY MOM
1. PLEASE DUN GIMME FURRY soft TOYS.... bad for my ultra rain/dust/smell sensitive nose (she hates furry soft toys)
2. Please dun gimme FOOD..... er..... i've got bad record for keepin things in e fridge and 4getting abt them totally... so i have candies from australia stayin in e fridge for a year plus when my mom got fed up and threw em away. and i got some other stuff dat expired too... unless otherwise eaten by my mom before dat happens... so unless they are eaten by my mom, they will usually be 4gotten and left alone.... unless its stuff dat's bite size... which i wud usually keep with me in my bag and eat at work.
ps. BDD....so far i ate 1 piece of e dark choco u got.... lol.. still in my fridge... but till now, touched most by my bro. =x haha.... gt more than half left also la... will touch it more when i rem... coz its e 1st thg u gave mE!!! =p
dats e main things dat my mom always complain la... toys and food.... not only on bdays... i get food all year round... not dat its bad.... hahaaaa.... but dun gimme on my bday la.... food are always eaten up and theres nothing to remember by... so no foods please....
oh well... busy busy dis few days.. cant wait for my OFF next week..... =( got lotsa ppl to meet also... missed my frens..... those dat i never got to meet in half year or more.... =_=" those that have patiently waited for me.... and those that i have waited to go out with..... bah..~ tired.. but tinkin abt everybody perks me up... tho physically its tiring but mentally i feel refreshed by e time i get to spend with everyone... =) so... i cant wait to see everybodyyyy. =)
Funny Animations... e One Man Band was shown to me by GAb.. and e other one found in a link from another animation he showed me.... btw, Slut means End in swedish.. as explained in the video thread.... so please dun get any wrong idea abt e animation. =)
WBF is wORld Book Fair laaaa... been workin at the fair man..... tiringgggggggg.... leg pAIn.. leG tired.. LEg brEAKINg~~~~ =( errrr... its JUNE liao... wakakakakakas.... my sis buy psp for my bday... seems like i pay for more than half.... =/ or mayb ard 2/3? lol...... oh well...... as long as i get it... and i've got a cover..... wakakakakakkakas.. =p i'm stuck at patapon tho.... not very sure howda summon e rain... not sure when to press the DON DONDON DONDON when in fever mode... so always end up =______=" hahahahhaa...
sleepy sleepy... i miss my pets.... lol... no get to see them 2 weeks. =( lol.... actually i work.. sleep.... and play psp alr no time tink anythg liao also.. haha.. everyday home like brain dead... talk also lazy to talk. =x
er, got to know a china ger frm the booth nearby at e fair yday.... and i got her msn le.. =x talkin to her now.... shes frm my school la.... quite pretty also.. 18 oni... =___=" alone in sg... brave hor? hahaaaa.... oh well... been chattin with her occasionally while at work... and made her gimme candy from her booth. heh.. =x sleepy and my side oni got water... and today..... i left my 油条 at our table there!!! OMG.... hope tmr wun have xiaoqiang climbing ard e booth... i'll be dead man. hAHAAHa!!! tink my colic wud have thrown it or brought it hm lar... =/
er... sleepy lerz... chat awhile more den gonna sleep...... nite. wanted to play a racin game i got frm bro but guess i'll do it tmr.... i wun make myself stay up juz to play games alone.. its not me.... if i am playin with other ppl online i might... but anyway if its juz me... i will sleep when i am sleepy. bleah....
Cute rite? took a few days to make lorrrrrr..... was suppose to collect it oni tmr.. but e person called me today sayin i can go collect le... so i waited till not so much customer den i walk over to e booth to collect.... super nice.... i wanted to put Felicia on 1 of them de but then again.. i tot.. all put chinese name.. den samesame... so in e end.. all chinese name. =p hope u all like it la... so far.. oni JJ complained the angel looks like boy.. lol.. but i juz tot it looked cute lar... font chosen by me also. =D WBF last day later ler... cant wait for it to finish.. YAYYYY....~ missed everybody in church... missed 2 weeks of service... =( sian