Tuesday, April 29, 2008
命硬
got to know another nice song from xue er.... heh... its by 侧田called 命硬.... heh heh heh... i love cantonese songs even tho i dunch know howda speak... but i roughly understand what it means lar..... =p dun ask me how i know.. i juz roughly know... not 100% know also... and i know howda sing twins de 死性不改 also.. and some others i know abit also lar.... and i also know Utada Hikaru's First Love... blah blah... sometimes when u keep listen to somethg u juz know how it goes lar... bleah. anyway..... i've heard of 侧田 some time ago while surfin yahoo HK larzzz... but never really hear any of his songs.... but wAH... i heard dis song on xue er's page it was like.. wOw... heh... niceeeeee...... here are the lyrics... tink i'll probably keep listenin to it later when i study bah?
命硬(粤)
作曲:侧田
作词:黄伟文
编曲:ted lo
监制:雷颂德
演唱:侧田侧田
他反对就反对
亦都跟你爱下去
犹如在大战炮
火里毫无惧色冲过去
谁狂怒谁拦路
谁话我共谁不登对
无能力与霸权比赛
还是可比他多老几岁
二百年后在一起应该不怕旁人不服气
团圆或者晚了廿个十年仍然未舍弃
换个时代在一起等荆棘满途全枯死
这盼望很悠长亦决心等到尾
等得起
先殉了情不对未反击过已后退
宁凭着耐性与骨气维持自尊撑过去
谁强韧谁长寿谁便算胜利击不碎
仍然共你企在这里捱着等身边指控死去
谁人又可控诉廿个十年
撑到尾
就算贫病或失忆都争口气从旁保护你
顽强地等再过廿个十年
等整个世界换风气历劫还是在一起
这种坚决无人可比看战事多悠长亦决心打到尾
心不死
dats how e lyrics roughly goes lar.. lazy to separate em neatly coz when i pasted it was a whole chunk.. anyway is a very nice song. =p
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Jie crapped at 10:14 PM
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Monday, April 28, 2008
亲爱的那并不是爱情
hehe... last week 雪儿 started postin songs on FFS... lol.. and e 1st song she posted was... angela zhang's 亲爱的那并不是爱情 on our walls..... i should have heard it before but juz kinda realised actually e songs quite nice... =D lol... bought e album for my cousin very long ago but din notice dis song.... heh.... oh well..... heres part of e lyrics to e chorus..
你说过牵了手就算约定 但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星 再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻 但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林 那爱情错的很透明
well, i dun really like e part abt e 精灵 lar... abit outta point.. heh. =x the 流星 part still makes abit of sense.. haha.. but e song is quite soothin n nice lar..... been listenin to it dis 2 days.. not repeatin e same song over n over again lar.... but sometimes i do repeat songs i like over n over again.. it kinda drives my sis bonkers when i do dat.. hehe......
oh well... hmm.... today din feel really well.. lack of sleep since i had dreams while sleepin lastnite.. and partly due to e weather also.. when i dun sleep enuf... i will feel abit giddy n faint.. when its too hot and i dun sleep enuf.. i get headaches.... today i had both.... =/ it felt quite agony lar........... esp when i have classes tonite... its cRAP i tell ya.. but on e way back it was a pleasant journey.... watched e patricia mok anak kambing show on tvmobile la.. funny.. and smsin on e way also. =)
my nose is startin to feel itchy and my cranky nose is comin back.. i dun wanna fall sick mannnnn... =( nite... time for bed.....
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Jie crapped at 11:30 PM
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
Unmotivated Me
unmotivated me is tryin to get unmotivated me to study coz unmotivated me is unmotivated to study... so unmotivated me wants unmotivated me to START STUDYIN LIAOOOOO~!!!!!!!
YEA.... LAME....... but datz me la... i dun really care coz we have freewill of speech..well, so called lar..... moreover i am talkin abt myself here... so no legal issues eh? =P ok.. another uneccessary comment over here...
kk.. i was good dis week.. and read abit on my PBF... well.. have been stuck on chapter 2 for my PBF study guide for like MONTHS?? why so long? coz i read le 4get den start over again.. den 4get.... den start over again den 4get and so it goes on lidat... =P but i am glad to say i'm almost done with dat chapter~!!!! so god please let me have a question on dat chapter... coz i kinda read it for sooooo many times? "pretty please?" =p u'll be doin me a great favour... yea.. favour.. not flavour.. =x hahaa... i am sooooo amused by dat kid... talkin to her is sooooo funny.. u shd try some time... but its not really healthy for ur ears if u talk tooo much... hehe... juz kiddin... =P she's CUTe. =p guess u all can guess who she is la....
ehhhhh.... hmmmmm....... i kinda realise i got lotsa things i wanna get man... lemme seee.....
1. PSP SLIM... color undecided... mayb e NEW MINT GREEN =D i love mint... not dat i love green lar... but its not like it tastes minty or i can taste it.... so er... its still on consideration.. (supposedly my bday gift mayb, which i turned down e person gettin it last week... sayin i dun wan it last week... coz it'll greatly affect me studyin for my papers) i'll be like findin games to play all e time.. =P so wait wait wait till june... when my bday comes... well.. can gimme aft my exam also la. =p
2. Crumpler / Timbuk2 Sling bag.... undecided... i like crumpler's look more.. but quality wise seems like timbuk2 better? hehe... still in consideration as well...but no hurry... since i've like dragged e buyin for a yr plus liao? hA.. coz my mom bought me a sling last year.... will check out e actual quality of timbuk2 by visitin one of their stores soon and check e bags out.. prices have been checked... in case u haven know, i'm not an impulse buyer.... i consider aloT... even when buyin thgs for ppl... not as in price.. but whether e person wud like it.... well... if u wanna get something... u muz get somethg dats worth a huge smile wat. =D and i am a fussy user also... i am very fussy with e things i use... pens.. wateva.. FUSSYYYYYYY... ask liqin and u'll know. hAHA...
3. Havaianas Slippers with back strap? was aiming a brown one some time ago at the heerens..... oh well... was considerin e price abit not worth it since it costs ard 39.90 for a pair of slippers with straps behind... heh... =X see how bah.... mayb after my ipanema one koyak liao i might get it.... or i might be able to get it off somebody... coz my best friend usually asks me wat i wan and makes me buy smthg when we go out.. e last time i got my brown adidas tee.. 50 bucks. =0 which is still my current fave... coz its brown and its adidassssss.. =) i love adidas.. but anyway i dun tink i wan ppl to buy me slippers laaaa... so dun buy me slippers. i'll faint.
eh.. so far is lidat la... not sure if stillgot anythg i wanna get.. but kinda e few datz been on my mind recently.. yawn. eh... anyway just to justify myself....., i'm gettin e psp slim coz i find it silly if i get another nintendo ds lite.... coz my mom is playin my DS.... and i dun really wanna bring it out coz theres somethg to entertain her now..... when shes home or at nite... she kinda plays it often... ard 11pm.. lol.... whackin moles or wateva in e mario mini games.. i duno wat it is but i only hear e whining sounds of creatures being whacked... hAHA.... so datz how i know shes playin when i am in e bedroom... so i find it STUPID... EXTREMELY stupid if i buy another DS.. so i thot i'll get a PSP SLim.... and also i saw my cousin playin a rhythm game... called pATapON... and i tot it was cute... its like it will give u a set of keys in e screen to press... den u muz press those buttons in e same rhythm and attack some kinda things lar... not very sure how it really works coz i din try.. but seems fun.. =p
see how bahz... not confirm whether i really wanna get it also.. coz usually after gettin somethg for sometime... i find dat i got no time to fully utilise the things also... hEH.... =x but i will have somethg to do on e way back from school at nite... coz its a LONG LONG journey.. and i dun sleep on e bus... it's kinda shitty lor... sit so long n bored and u're like concussin half e time.. and stoning dunno wat to do. =/ bleah. time for bed... havin class tmr nite and dis SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY..............
i hate classes on sunday!!!!!!!!!!! i cant see ASH, i cant see jiejie... i cant see pet... i cant seemy kachua.... i cant see my BDD... i cant see everyone lor... siAN..... and HOR... it means no rest also.. coz its a FULL day in class... minus lunch time... =/ =/ haiiiiiiiZ....... sad sad sad sad sad.... it makes me emooooo tinkin abt havin classes on sundayyyyy... bleah... and after my exams i work on sundays... when WBF comes... pUiz.
signin off here..... tired.... video callin lastnite.... frm 1am to 3am... warbook awhile den sleeeeeep.
Jie crapped at 10:36 PM
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
Movie Movie movie
mama says she'll bring me out for a movie after my exams if i studyyyyy for it....
coooool~~~ =) meaning i wun have to wait till my sis's wedding to see her again. =D
some motivation to guai guai study... =D =D =D
and yea i haven started studyin since my prev post.... hEH.... oh well.. seriously gonna go le.. but gonna call smone before dat. =0
and juz to add on..
ojisan tanjoubi omedetou~~
Jie crapped at 11:00 PM
dis post is suppose to be abt someone's birthday bah? not really? sometimes i juz like to go OT... but who cares man.... today is a tiring day.... went to some school in jurong west for work.... hadda wake up n take train all e way to lakeside where my colic picked me up... i smsed my uncle n his wife picked up... their hse was near lakeside so i wanted to pop by to see my cousins.... i know drop by shd be e correct word but i juz wanna say POP by. =/ anyway who cares.... i write wateva i like. pop or drop. oh well... and i realise today is my uncles bdayyyyy~~ its like for soooo darn many years.. i dunno when's his birthday.. and he like sooo teng me lor... make me feel kinda guilty abit. heh... =x oh well.... i shall remember from now on.... he wanted to pick me up from the school loooo.... but i say is ok.. i'll get my colic to drop me at lakeside which is nearer to his hse.... but he still picked me up also la~~~my cousins were sleepin when i got there... =)
and i realised my couz had a new pet phrase.... " oh mannnnnnn~~~~" kinda seems like e way i usually say it.. i wonder if she got it from me.... =__________________=" coz i kinda ohhhh mannnn... oh mannnnnnnn..... for fun when things dun go smoothly or something crappy happens... if u hang ard me long enuf.. u shd know... =________=" but it sounded amusing coming from her mouth lar... =p happy happy. she DAOOOOOO me when she 1st saw me.... si yao mian zi.... miss me so much... see me le dAO me... lol.... after dat when e lil sis sit with me den she sad.. haha.. i miss them alot also laaaa... ha..
they came to my house aft late lunch........ coz i got there late... and they sleepin also, so brought e cake to my hse to cut.. took some pics... CUTEEEEEEE..... annemarie made a FUNNNNNY face in one of e pics.... heh heh heh.... we took some pics at their hse with my phone also... with victory handsign... and tongues stucked out... =p.. 1st time they so cooperative.. in case u dunno wat they're like, they usually look all over e place when i try to take pic of them... uP. doWN... side.... wherever... they know exactly when to siAM..... =____=" fast shutter speed also BO cuRE... ok?? hahaaa... when goin to my house, my couz sprayed perfume on me and when my uncle got up car... he say smell very nice.. ask mine or wat.. den my auntie say he got double standard..... if she spray he sure say spray so much for waT... hahahhaha.. FUNNY...
Pictures of My little Darlings.....
er..... dis was requested by e person in e middle... dun ask me why we put e fingers on our mouth.. ask her... and there was one dat e 3rd put her V sign on her nose.. weird lookin pic.. so i din put it up... looks like she was gonna poke it into her nose. hA~!!! we were suppose to do a V sign on our mouth as requested by Teresa..(middle) but Annemarie(Right) stuck her tongue out instead~~~ DUHHH.. uncooperative... lol... so in e end.. we did V signs together with stuck out tongues... i'm not gonna show it here.. its not for public viewin coz i look stupid. =p
DUN BULLY ME I TELL U... i KNOw kUUUUUUNgFuuuuuuuuuuu.... See My poSe U knoW liao... DUN plAY plAY ok... Pray pRay still got hope.. u play play... hAIIII yAKKKKK... chop u ahhhhhh
Eh... dis card is OT lar.. juz tot it was nice.. got it for a friend last wed since we wasnt able to meet up ard her bday and its like so darn long no chance to meetup.... due to busy schedules for both of us... =( its a surprise anyway.. hope she doesnt see this.... i got it together with e little danglers below.... for it to be a set.. but i was talkin to smone else and tot mayb give dat person.. but e person indecisive laaaa... so reserved for e 1st person it was intended to belong to la..... =D well... she'll choose it when we meet next round..
Little Danglers they call it... cute bah?!?!
These Bears are called Coffee Bears... the card is EMBROIDERED... so it actually feels like cloth.... very very nice.. i'll be very happy if i get one of its birthday cards. =) =) of coz with CONTENTS lar.. not an empty one.. =/ hahahaaa... oh well.. i love e little danglers also... feel like collectin em all. =p darn cute neh~!!! they've got a website.. click below to access bah... they're available in alot of locations also. =D
COFFEE BEAR WEBBIE
Do take a look at what they have bah. =)
feel like buggin some annoyin ger rite now.. heh... but she shd be busy with her thgs.. but i told her i'll bug her tonite de lar... bug le den mebbe go study abit.... hope she dun return me a load of japanese words like e other day.... =_=" but she does sound funny. =___=" hahahaha...
Ja Ne~~~
Jie crapped at 9:17 PM
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
HE is Goooooooooood~
a very general post... nothing much to read about... lol... anyway.. lastnite i was juz thinkin n missing somebody i din get to see for a long time..... den hor... today afternoon i realise i will see the person todayyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~ lol.... HAPPY HAPPY~~~ i did get to see... datz all... =p bleah....
well, i'm u-turning... u dun have to know wat i am saying... coz it doesnt really matter if u know wat i am saying.. i know can liaoz... dun bother askin me also unless u tink u're really close to me.... then again.. it depends really on my mood whether i wish to tell.... =p
its been a tired day... but i am happy.... its very sian to have school today... but at e end of e day i am happy so its ok... =D
oh yea..mic's mom got hospitalised. =( dunno watz wrong but hope its nothing serious......
hmmm.. tmr theres school again.. kinda sian.... but i dun really have a choice... anywayyy.... its time to bucccccccck up.... buck up mannnnn..... so unmotivated... unlike xhz.. so guai... so hardworkin..... BDD also very self disciplined.......... hmmmmmmmmmmm..... i know i have to start... and i did start... but when i left it stagnant somewhere.. i find dat i dun really rem those i have studied so i'll start all over again... pet says i shd juz go on from where i last left it.. mayb i should.. at least i would have move on further into the topics....... oh well... i wanted to draw a mind map.. yet always i will jote down impt things... den feel lazy to write liaoz. =x
sighhhhhh..... oh well... things haven been movin totally smoothly but i am glad that i have not let them bothered me much or turn me into hyper negative mode.... or emo-ing mode...... haahaha....but any everything made me very tired larz...... its quite sian sometimes when u say things and ppl dun seem to be able to understand nor empathise... yet they are so demanding.... it kinda makes u dAMN sian... yet again... theres nothg u can do about it..... so its good there are songs u can emoo to.... as in listen when u feel emo lar.... hAHHAHA.... juz dun let it sink totally into ya....
i do enjoy emo-ing on songs..... its sorta like a vent hole to me... and after venting... everythings all good n new...... =p so not all negative songs are bad.... it all depends on the individuals and how u handle things. if u're e sort who super emo..and take in all e emo lyrics into ur life... dun listennnnnn... make u feel worse.... =p
i'm tired liaoz... its been a long day and i'm juz recoverin from everything.. nose, throat wateva problems... brain also tired... nite......
PS: BDD posted a longer post in her bloggggggg... *CLAP CLAP* wooohoooooo~!!!!!! hehehehehe.. post more longer postsssssss.......... i still have a dars choc in my drawer for u.. never bring yday.. paiseh... pass u when i cya nxt rd...
Jie crapped at 10:32 PM
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
Daily Bites
eh... been postin alot abt e dead ppl ard me recently.. not dat i'm emo lar... haha... juz dat it really brings back alot of childhood memories... and of the other people in my family larz... =)
oh well... wat have i been up to recently? sick sick sick and juz sick? my throat still feels sore and kinda abit swollen inside but i dun really intend to do anythg abt it den juz let it heal on its own.... jie says i shd chg a throat.. so i asked for a change of nose as well... so she said i shd juz chg my whole head... =___=" and add a silly chip into my brain coz it wudnt be me if i dun do silly things... yea... rite... i do silly things for e sake of u kaez.... =p
i'm so tired.. i have classes dis weekend and wat can i say? its SIANNNNN... =/ oh well... xhz been smsin me recently coz i haven been feelin well.... =( thanks ger.. for tinkin abt me even tho u're sooooooooo bogged down by presentations and assignments dat we dun have time to talk n crapped recently and even cudnt meet up for ur bday crab feast.... and thanks for buyin me back.. =D heh... someone's been complainin i'm stagnant. =/ hope to cya soon manz.... tho we cant go yellowstone in june together.... u shd stop tinkin abt it rite now manz... u're goin to korea lo... and yesh i 4got which mth again.. like for the 4th time.. so i aint gonna ask u till when we meet... when u will kinda say.... "i tink i wanna kill u... i've told u so many times" =p but it juz doesnt register in my brain. =x but i know its like for 3 months? ='(
oh well... some time ago.. i chatted with my uncle on his car while on e way somewhere.. which i 4got whose house or wat... but anyways.... i told him i drove opel van before n he was like sayin i am sooooo HIONG..... he say he dun dare drive other ppl car or wateva coz not familiar with e cars... den i said i drove toyota vios before also.. and he was like... wAT?!?! i haven tell him i tried a KIA lorry before also.. he might have fainted bah?!?! eh.. den i told him.. i dun own any vehicle so i am not used to drivin any specific vehicle so i juz drive anything i am asked to.. or available? but i am not familiar with manual vehicles lar... i DAMN afraid of e engine stalling.... so always will panic... and will stall la...!!!! hAHAHAHAHAHA.... =p well... not on every trip of coz... usually when on slope and i like cant move front or back.. in waitin position.. den sTALL~~~ lol.... e other day i was like goin to a certain primary school la.. and dat GUARD.. ask me see who... do wat watever... den e entrance was like upslope.. and hor...... got barrier.. den when e barrier goin up.. i alr wan move... but it was like SOOOOOO SLOWWWWWWWWWW.. den i scared i hit e barrier... so never release clutch properly and STALLED... +______+" the guard got a shock and ask me wat happen... i say.. engine stall looooooooo.. den we laugh n laugh.... =____="
if u never ask so much... half my butt not on e road... why i needa so scared lei.. and ur stupid barrier soooooo FAST... dUh.....
oh well...... been very eventful recently.... mostly bad things... i dun mean juz my grandmother passin away... but theres also other things lar... but neway.. everything goes on.. life is a cycle.... blah blah blah..... so why look on to unhappy things when its juz a choice away to be happy?
i got stared at today btw.... =_=" gab called me while i was on e bus, sayin he got whacked... not physically la.. as in in warbook in FB... i was listenin to music on my hp with e earphones and so i juz kinda picked e call e way i was... and he was like askin me to take revenge for him blah blah n so on.. so i was like sayin... revenge on who... blah blah.. whackin and all dat.... den e ger in front kinda looked at me.. and i tink she muz have tot how come i am talkin to myself.. and talkin abt revenge.. ok.. i whacked him later for u tonite.. blah blah... =__________________=" duh..... oh well...... stared jiu stared lo.... i never whack her.. she shd tou xiao le? =p it so lame some ppl juz get whacked juz coz they look at ppl.. sometimes not really stare... also become stare... when u look at ppl who are bushuang. =p
dun look at me when i am bushuang.. coz i'd either stare back.... or i'll say nasty things... lol... so dun even talk to me when i am bushuang unless u tink u're close enuf to me dat u know i wudnt do anythg to u..... i might not have said it before.. but once when i was in e train... some stupid person... kept pushin me and he was like in front... and i happened to be grouchy on dat day and got fed up of being pushed... i elbowed him on his back so he was fruther front.... and got off when i reach my stop... sooooooo FEDUP i almost wannted to scold him..... duh......
yea datz all fer tonite... enuf crap..... tmr nite muz tune myself into study mode.... sat dunno wanna drive anot since its free parkin in school... see how bah.. abit lazy also... lazy to drive.. sit bus can juz slack n nua on bus.... but drive i dun hafta wake so early... =( dilemma..
Jie crapped at 9:57 PM
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Thursday, April 03, 2008
1 Week
well, 1 week liaoz.. ahma pass away 1 week lerz..... even tho i'm not as close to her as compared to my maternal ahgong... of coz i feel e lost as well... it wud kinda be worse for liang, qi n ling they all since ahma has been livin at their hse most of e time... =(
still in some kinda self denial state.... cant believe they're all gone.... i do tink of ahgong very often.. and its very very very often... e way he calls my name.... how he brings me on his trips to e market to chat with his frens when i was lil.... *sigh* now ahma is also gone liaoooo.. and its been less than a year.... well, they dunno each other.....1 is dad's side de.. 1 is mom's side de.... both very young jiu lost their partners le i tink... but my ahgong more pai mia.... =(
tinkin abt him usually makes me really sad coz he dotes on me e most..... compared to everyone else... my jiu4jiu4 also very teng me la.... always makes me feel like a spoilt brat... *sigh*
dis few days i've been tinkin of how lil time i have spent with my ahma... dat we oni see her once or twice in a year... and dat i dun even know she went into hosp again after being discharged... dad n mom kept it from us.... =( haiz.... we knew she was weak.. but it was quite sudden dat shes gone... tho somehow coz we din expect it to be so fast...... yea... hai.... she seems to know that she wudnt last... and told her sons n daughter wat to do.... makes it even more upsetting...
anyway, i'm still sick.... gettin drowsy from e med... and also from e lack of sleep.... since now i am also coughin at nite.... makin sleepin sorta difficult.. since most of e time i am half awake.. and i even resorted to puttin a water bottle on my bed... datz how bad it is..... time to start my rest liao... grab as much as i can bah....
Jie crapped at 9:45 PM
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
ChildHood Memories & oThers
ahma passed away on friday... i stayed at e void deck on dat nite.... with my dad, uncles, and 1 of my cousin.. who went off at ard 4am....
dis 2 days, got to tok to some of my younger cousins more... and also with some of my aunties... we kinda talked abt e time when we still lived in e attap hse near jalan kayu.... when we used to had plenty of empty land to cycle on.... to play ard... and of coz... rats and snakes ard as well lar.... and we used to have 2 gangs... which i now kinda feel... is stupid lar.. ha... so childish then.. better left unsaid how we separated into 2 groups. quite mean. ha.
my auntie say i was "Ba Lai Queen" and my cousin.. Liang.. is "Ba Lai King".. in case u're not a hokkien.., ba lai.. sorta means Kampong or somethg like dat lar... coz me and him is always e ones dat gives crazy and weird ideas for e smaller ones to follow... and its like... he whacked a toad with a pvc broom... makin it foam in its mouth.. and he still remembers this.. when we talked abt it e yday... and i kinda like.... catched a grasshopper and threw it inside a bottle of thinner and used a chopstick to stir and POke it... when i was small? tinkin abt it.. i tink i was quite a gross kid then... violent n sadist.. hAHA!!!!!!! not dat i'm not a sadist now... =p oh well... we toked alot abt e past when we were there lar... it made alot of us laugh... even e younger ones who never did stay at e attap hse before.. to me its very wonderful n precious memories... and sorta binds all of us together, talkin abt it..
today i slept home all day coz my sis n parents dun wan me to go there so early.. anyway i wasnt really in e shape to go also... kinda had very bad voice... today my moms aunt called i tink.. and i was like talkin outta tune to her dat she dun really know wat i am sayin.... so i passed e phone to my sis... yea datz how bad it was.... and i slept again... den polly called me askin me if i wud be at e wake there ard 3 plus.. and she said i sounded like my nose was blocked...i said no coz i was told to rest at hm.... oh well... 1 side of my nose is blocked most of the time.. and its alr considered NORMAL for me... in case u dunno... so i am used to livin with a 1 sided blocked nose with e other side to breathe. well, my voice being outta tuned is caused by e post nasal drip... my throat dun hurt now but my voice is still not back totally and its like... i have a GUM of PHELGM when i woke up dis morning and i accidentally swallowed it in... dUUUUUUHHHH~~~ causin me to cough... =( and so i ate med lar.. now no cough but its still not ok yet also lar.. siAN...
by e way, DEAREST BDD came... today... with her sis... and her parents of coz... haha... surprise surprise... was sooooooo shocked when lingxuan came and called me while i was sittin with my cousins n readin mag.... happy to see them la... yday had to go back to e wake so no get to hang ard long at church also. my mom wanted to eat e choc they gave me yday lorrrr... how cannnn... muz i open 1st den can give her eat lorz.. =p bleah. my fave.. meiji de dark choc... and pocky crush.. heh... but i cant eat now of coz... =( with my throat being infected with e accumulated mucus in my throat. sickening... bleah... *sigh*
thinkin abt goin to work on wed makes me SIANNNNN... stupid ppl... i kena scold on saturday for not goin to work... and accused of not informing her that i will be absent... i sent a SMS out on 8pm plus on fri nite lorrrrrrrr.... got sms log loR....... and i feel soooooo accusedddddddddddddd... of being irresponsible.... when u alr knew my grandmother passed away... damn LA... say so much abt being righteous... makes me feel disgusted and angry e moment i put down e phone on saturday lor... i dun even wish to say much.. oni ya ya ya... FED UP.... CRAP... no compassion at all..... and its not like other ppl cant replace me for dat thgy.... sometimes i wonder.... how come e ppl who says e most.. is e ppl who are e MOST KNS....... makes me feel really disgusted...
anyway its time for lights off... dun wan my mom discoverin me awake at 250am... when i'm asked to sleep early and when tmr gotta wake early... =( tmr is probably e worse day bah... usually... when u catch e last sight of the coffin before it goes in..... i still remember e time when ahgong de went in... ='(
Jie crapped at 2:26 AM
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