Tuesday, September 16, 2008
GuEsS wAT?
GuESs WAt.... somehow i realised my OUTSIDE friends has more initiatives then my churchies.... pathetic aint it? they are always the one who find me... to do what... ask abt me.... be it calls, sms or on msn... ask me to go out.. sadly to them i usually reject.... frequency of meetin em... half yearly? the one or 2 studyin w me.. every week... if not... it takes juz as long to meet.
my churchies? call me only when there are things to be done... to convey and to help? datz wat happen most of the time.. except for less than 5 of them? a pathetic figure.
its sad n tiring to always be the one askin n askin and doin n doin...
do i love them lesser? No i dun...... i do the things i do coz i love em... and not coz of anything else...
in certain things... it doesnt really justify... i suppose my friends of 8 and 10 years are still better..... juz dat i cant go to them for advices that wud please God.... but i can definitely count on them more when i am really down.. to go out with me.... and juz sit with me.. even if nothing is said......
its not whats being said but done... if its not even being said... den its worse.....
oh well.. time for bed... set a bedtime for nights b4 the day i have school.
Nite Buds... bEsTieS... of 8 years and xhz.... u're missed... even tho sometimes u choose tv... =) but u're one who does care with actions. =)
call someone not juz dat u dun wan to be alone but dat you enjoy your time together....
Jie crapped at 10:15 PM
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