Wednesday, May 14, 2008
What Irony....?
wat irony am i talkin abt? i'm talkin abt myself..... part of me wishes for the exams to be finish n done with... yet part of me is afraid for it to reach as i'm not totally prepared for it... i'm 1/4 done for PBF... and 0% for FM.. FM is not a new subject but somehow it seems totally different from e one i took in poly... =( poly is more theoractical.... and dis one is not nice... alot of calculations... alot of cashflow thgy... needa prepare cash flows thingys.... =( =(
i'm not sure if i made e right choice takin a UOL degree... coz its all so mathematical with all e calculus... blah blah blah... and e econs are likE SOOOOO different from e one i took in poly.. so many weird formulas all over e notes.. and i needa write essays for my exams... and quote the formulas and draw diagrams as tho i am writing a text book... yeahh.. dats what i am suppose to do if i wan to do well.. and its like OH mY tiANNNNNN.... i was never good in memorising things and all along i have depended on understanding things....... instead of memorising... how am i gonna remember all these thingysssssss......
God grant me a mind dat i can tink clearly with... remember and retain everything that i read man...... i am a SOTONG in rememberin things.... coz i always 4get to do things at work.. or wateva.... coz theres toooooo many things to dooooooo... =( i am very tired but dis few weeks i dun feel the tiredness entirely except durin when i needa wake up in e morning... =( its a drag to wake.... but i got no choice la.... sian.... byebye.. gotta go read smmr for my PBF liaoz.. gonna touch on FM soon...
there was somethg dat popped on my mind awhile ago i wanted to put down... but then... my sister talk to me.. and i 4got wat i wanted to say... =____________=" okaez..... datz how 4getful i can be..... =/ =/ trust me... i dun wanna be dis way... but its good in a way... when it comes to unhappy things.... or when ppl make me unhappy. =p sometimes things can be good n bad at e same time.. its juz how u perceived it... nuf abt e self consolation. =p lol... back to muggin..... =(
Jie crapped at 11:19 PM
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