Thursday, April 03, 2008
1 Week
well, 1 week liaoz.. ahma pass away 1 week lerz..... even tho i'm not as close to her as compared to my maternal ahgong... of coz i feel e lost as well... it wud kinda be worse for liang, qi n ling they all since ahma has been livin at their hse most of e time... =(
still in some kinda self denial state.... cant believe they're all gone.... i do tink of ahgong very often.. and its very very very often... e way he calls my name.... how he brings me on his trips to e market to chat with his frens when i was lil.... *sigh* now ahma is also gone liaoooo.. and its been less than a year.... well, they dunno each other.....1 is dad's side de.. 1 is mom's side de.... both very young jiu lost their partners le i tink... but my ahgong more pai mia.... =(
tinkin abt him usually makes me really sad coz he dotes on me e most..... compared to everyone else... my jiu4jiu4 also very teng me la.... always makes me feel like a spoilt brat... *sigh*
dis few days i've been tinkin of how lil time i have spent with my ahma... dat we oni see her once or twice in a year... and dat i dun even know she went into hosp again after being discharged... dad n mom kept it from us.... =( haiz.... we knew she was weak.. but it was quite sudden dat shes gone... tho somehow coz we din expect it to be so fast...... yea... hai.... she seems to know that she wudnt last... and told her sons n daughter wat to do.... makes it even more upsetting...
anyway, i'm still sick.... gettin drowsy from e med... and also from e lack of sleep.... since now i am also coughin at nite.... makin sleepin sorta difficult.. since most of e time i am half awake.. and i even resorted to puttin a water bottle on my bed... datz how bad it is..... time to start my rest liao... grab as much as i can bah....
Jie crapped at 9:45 PM
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