Tuesday, April 01, 2008
ChildHood Memories & oThers
ahma passed away on friday... i stayed at e void deck on dat nite.... with my dad, uncles, and 1 of my cousin.. who went off at ard 4am....
dis 2 days, got to tok to some of my younger cousins more... and also with some of my aunties... we kinda talked abt e time when we still lived in e attap hse near jalan kayu.... when we used to had plenty of empty land to cycle on.... to play ard... and of coz... rats and snakes ard as well lar.... and we used to have 2 gangs... which i now kinda feel... is stupid lar.. ha... so childish then.. better left unsaid how we separated into 2 groups. quite mean. ha.
my auntie say i was "Ba Lai Queen" and my cousin.. Liang.. is "Ba Lai King".. in case u're not a hokkien.., ba lai.. sorta means Kampong or somethg like dat lar... coz me and him is always e ones dat gives crazy and weird ideas for e smaller ones to follow... and its like... he whacked a toad with a pvc broom... makin it foam in its mouth.. and he still remembers this.. when we talked abt it e yday... and i kinda like.... catched a grasshopper and threw it inside a bottle of thinner and used a chopstick to stir and POke it... when i was small? tinkin abt it.. i tink i was quite a gross kid then... violent n sadist.. hAHA!!!!!!! not dat i'm not a sadist now... =p oh well... we toked alot abt e past when we were there lar... it made alot of us laugh... even e younger ones who never did stay at e attap hse before.. to me its very wonderful n precious memories... and sorta binds all of us together, talkin abt it..
today i slept home all day coz my sis n parents dun wan me to go there so early.. anyway i wasnt really in e shape to go also... kinda had very bad voice... today my moms aunt called i tink.. and i was like talkin outta tune to her dat she dun really know wat i am sayin.... so i passed e phone to my sis... yea datz how bad it was.... and i slept again... den polly called me askin me if i wud be at e wake there ard 3 plus.. and she said i sounded like my nose was blocked...i said no coz i was told to rest at hm.... oh well... 1 side of my nose is blocked most of the time.. and its alr considered NORMAL for me... in case u dunno... so i am used to livin with a 1 sided blocked nose with e other side to breathe. well, my voice being outta tuned is caused by e post nasal drip... my throat dun hurt now but my voice is still not back totally and its like... i have a GUM of PHELGM when i woke up dis morning and i accidentally swallowed it in... dUUUUUUHHHH~~~ causin me to cough... =( and so i ate med lar.. now no cough but its still not ok yet also lar.. siAN...
by e way, DEAREST BDD came... today... with her sis... and her parents of coz... haha... surprise surprise... was sooooooo shocked when lingxuan came and called me while i was sittin with my cousins n readin mag.... happy to see them la... yday had to go back to e wake so no get to hang ard long at church also. my mom wanted to eat e choc they gave me yday lorrrr... how cannnn... muz i open 1st den can give her eat lorz.. =p bleah. my fave.. meiji de dark choc... and pocky crush.. heh... but i cant eat now of coz... =( with my throat being infected with e accumulated mucus in my throat. sickening... bleah... *sigh*
thinkin abt goin to work on wed makes me SIANNNNN... stupid ppl... i kena scold on saturday for not goin to work... and accused of not informing her that i will be absent... i sent a SMS out on 8pm plus on fri nite lorrrrrrrr.... got sms log loR....... and i feel soooooo accusedddddddddddddd... of being irresponsible.... when u alr knew my grandmother passed away... damn LA... say so much abt being righteous... makes me feel disgusted and angry e moment i put down e phone on saturday lor... i dun even wish to say much.. oni ya ya ya... FED UP.... CRAP... no compassion at all..... and its not like other ppl cant replace me for dat thgy.... sometimes i wonder.... how come e ppl who says e most.. is e ppl who are e MOST KNS....... makes me feel really disgusted...
anyway its time for lights off... dun wan my mom discoverin me awake at 250am... when i'm asked to sleep early and when tmr gotta wake early... =( tmr is probably e worse day bah... usually... when u catch e last sight of the coffin before it goes in..... i still remember e time when ahgong de went in... ='(
Jie crapped at 2:26 AM
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