Saturday, January 05, 2008
Overwhelmedn By
anguish.... oppression... injustice... exploitation... problems... worries... fatigue... anger... displeasure... thoughts... plans... frustration...
i'm overwhelmed. with e things that has happened and might happen... i am unhappy with certain things for sure... and do not ask for i will not say.. if i've been denied e chance to say when i wanted to tell u.. i will not say it again.... for i am not the type to say when asked but say when i want to say.
i will not allow myself to be controlled by these feelins for more than today and neither will i allow myself to be manipulated. but i will allow these today for i am but just a human.
i believe god will do justice for the wrongs dat i suffer, for e damage inflicted.. as i have said e other time... i will do wat is deemed feasible... and will not contain e anguish and anger unless provoked. tmr is a new day and i will not allow myself to contain such feelins unless provoked...
strangely enough as i typed this... giggsy asked me to read somethg... well, i dun feel dat bad rite now actually but thinkin abt wat has happened today is still quite crap. but i will not tink no more for its no point thinkin over such things when there are more impt things to be done. read e below news if u're interested. dat person is a korean pastor.. dunno why they put priest. kinda weird. tellin her wat happened today.... more or less i have vented my frustrations already. i might allow myself to be exploited n taken granted again but is ok... justice prevails... at least i dun owe anyone anythg but instead being owed..... rather dat be e way tho it may sound stupid... i hate owin thgs.. be it favours or wateva....
Never give up, says priest who battled blindness
Jie crapped at 12:03 AM
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