Tuesday, November 13, 2007
SPARE ME CAN?!?!?!?!
SPARE ME CAN?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!! today was a lousy day... i tried..... i succeeded in the morning.... but it ended up the sAME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU GIMME A BREAK?!?!?!?!!??!?! I AM TRYINN but wat happened...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sayin doesnt help... u're never gonna understand regardless of the number of things i say.... dun appear like you know how i am feelin and by juz how i appear to be... appearing not tired doesnt mean I AM NOT TIRED........ i am tryin to be wat i wanna be.... happy with everything i am doin, happy with just what i have... tryin to do things you wan me to do....... I tried........ but i juz cudnt do it all at once!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am happy when i'm not here!!!!! i am relieved when i am here but it juz gets spoilt everytime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it makes me dun wanna be here!!!!!!
DUn tell ME u know coz u're never gonna understand.... DOnt tell mE what i am to you coz you're not the one goin thru wat i am goin thru.... Dun compare me to them coz they've not been thru wat i've been thru..... i'm just not you want me to be....... i'm just not what you expect me to be...... i'm not what was suppose to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant be wat you want me do be.... i'm not a puppet.... i juz dun have e energy n time to do things to please you right nw tho i wished to....... its not dat i dun want to.....!!!! U're never gonna read this so i dun really care what i am writin here... for the ppl who're readin u dun really hafta know who i am talkin abt neway... i am juz feelin darn darn darn down in e dumps and need somewhere to vent my frustrations....
songs are soundtracks to life........ in my mind..... 2 songs are playin rite now........
simple plan's Welcome to my Life and Perfect
Jie crapped at 9:06 PM
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