Saturday, November 03, 2007
Physically Drained
Despite e fact havin so many things on hand rite now... i am so darn drained... my nose is givin me problems at nite at times.... i feel happy... havin classes at nite are really really tired... and most of e times i find it difficult to concentrate on wat e lecturer is talkin abt.. especially on fridays since he's really fAST and doesnt really elaborate... i try to make myself listen... its kinda hard... REALLY... half of e time.. i find myself almost dozin off.. its terrible i know.. and i do all sorts of things to keep myself awake... chewin on jelly beans... doodling on our doodle pad... err.. ya.. we have a doodle pad to doodle n write thgs to one another... since i tink its exp to doodle n chat on foolscap.. when they write very big... very waste paper.
tho its very very very very very tiring... we still go for our makan sessions after class even if its a very very short one... for me i feel its a mini break for myself... mentally larz.. to unwind abit.. n talk abt crap... all thgs else... everybody needs a lil break sometimes and at times when u tink u're really tired n stressed, please give urself a lil break... and u'll find dat u have more energy to press on..... copin urself alone aint gonna help at all.... seriously... relax abit n ur whole body feels all better manz... neway its our dinner lar.. better eat before we go hm coz by e time i get hm its too late to eat neway.
sometimes it very depressing at times but bein overfocus on e down points kinda makes one feel worse... why not give urself some breathin space.. alil time to relax... even half hr a day makes a diff sia.. do relaxin thgs lar.... sometimes i feel pathetic dat i cant even eat lunch slow slow manz... =( everytime eat till so rush.. but neway eat den bullshit on e way also shuang lar... better than nothg.. keep broodin also lidat... might as well be happier n crap n talk lubbish... XD
recently so bz i realised i haven been able to spend alot of time with my frens... which i in fact am very sad myself.... so deprived and it kinda makes me miss alot of ppl... i miss ashley.. i miss my cousins... i miss my mama, whom i haven been able to see in mths bah.. i miss xhz..... i miss talkin lubbish to my pet...and my kachua also..... almost everybody ler..
joke of e day: we were at our usual kampong chicken rice place... mic was orderin lar.... den hor we wan hainanese chicken rice mar... and he ordered baRley drinks for us... den e ger asked... White one...? den mic replied in a amused n funny tone... "AH? bai de lar.. barley you HUANG de mEH?!?!?! wAhAHaha... " er.... den all of us laughed.... includin e waitress... LOL... FAINT LoRZ... dat joker... e waitress was askin abt e chicken wan roast de or hainanese de.... dUHz... but neway.. dis chicken rice stall is high tech de.. e waitress use PDA take order de.. coool HUH~~ hahaha.. give it a try smtime... =)
errrz... by e way.. e rice dun come with e drawins ar.. those were done by me.. i've always like playin with my food.. pls dun eat with me if u cant stand wat i do. XD
