Name - Jie
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so much for been able to keep up till now... i've gotten myself sick again... upset and agitated... for the things i've heard in sometime in e past... and for the things i've heard today....

can i say i am really tired n upset? nobody understands why i play games... why i like gadgets... why sometimes i really dun wish to talk abt anything... sometimes the words that u say, really hurts like hell man... they dun seem to be simple alphabets anymore but thorns piercin thru ur heart.... there are many reasons why i play games.. sometimes its to chat with frenz and kill boredom at e same time but sometimes its juz to vent out my frustrations.... be it anger or things dat made me upset... ventin it out seems to make me feel more at peace n calm....

giving is better than receiving.... izzit all really so true all the time? most of e time i feel dat way... but sometimes when u get hurt by all those ppl whom u've always cared abt and placed them above urself... it really makes u ponder if all those things u've done are really worthwhile anot.. all e things, be it big or small... i find it soooo damn hard to swallow e feelings man... its juz makes me wanna juz bochap everything and juz do wateva i like.... and not care abt wat anyone else thinks.. most of the time i've never bothered abt being on e lugi side.. being e person who pay n do things for ppl and they juz 4get abt everything... monetary things has never been wat i calculate among ppl... time was never wat i would keep for myself and do things i wan to do.... but when u get hurt in e end.... it can be so tormenting at times.... hAIZ....

i am not referin to a specific thing that happened or wateva.. but its juz a string of thoughts that came by my sicked n drained mind...... yes i am still aware of wat i am sayin.. and yes all these thoughts are triggered by events..... i dun have e mind to sleep now even tho physically i am thoroughly drained... it's been a busy week and i muz say my weekend is worse so far... wat comes tomorrow i dunch know..... will it be better or worse i dunch know... but wateva it is... i dun really have e mood to care abt anyone or anythg... not even myself... dats e way i am feelin now......

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