Friday, February 24, 2006
Scary woman 2
everybody seems to be puzzled abt e lil incident i had yday.
giggsy read my blog and msned me earlier la. ask me why i never treat it as a sign from God tt dis person needs help. actually i did tink dat she needed help... tt was e reason why i chosed to stay n talk to her initially. however e more i talk to her.. e more i became afraid. coz she is really mentally unstable.i dunno wat she went thru dat made her like dis. but i am quite sure there is somethg wrong abt her larz.
she was kinda like sayin everyone ard her wans to harm her.. her neighbor followed her when she bring her kid to e clinic downstairs. i tried to reassure her tt dey're oni concern abt her as she is takin care of her kids alone n tt she needa work as well. she doesnt seem to believe n even said her neighbor seem to have an affair with her husband before he divorced her. =___=" i really dunno howda answer her regardin dis lorz.. neither do i know howda react. coz i dun wanna say she is crazy or wateva.. neither do i wanna get her more upset or agitate her. so i juz tried to reassure her again dat dey are concern abt her takin care of her kids single handedly~
i know i can leave juz by tellin her dat i am in rush for time or meetin my frenz. but however i din wanna stop her so abruptly while she talked. and i dun wanna juz leave lidat as well coz mayb dis person really needs someone juz to sit down n listen to her... there are at times when u find dat nobody listens to you and u feel so alone... and u juz need someone to reassure u tt u are nt alone... *shrugs* i m very afraid of her lorz.. duhZ.. wanna leave but theres somethg keepin me there to listen as well.. i dun really know how i can sit there so long n listen to her alsoz lar.
i did tink abt leaving den, but i'm quite stuck between decisions alsoz. on e way back, i was kinda tinkin if i'll see news her tt she committe suicide... =__=" probably i tinked too much larz.. but i do hope shes fine n tt i do manage to assure her abit tt no one is tryin to harm her.. tho i know pretty much wat i said to her might nt be much of an assurance to her coz i m really nothingz lorz. however at least i did my lil bit dat i cud, for her, by listening.
tots: i might not be everythg dat can help, everythg dat a person could need, but i m willing to do wat i can, tho it might be e slightest thg... but still dis is rather scary to me la~ =S so better to tink properly 1st. hee~
Jie crapped at 4:05 PM
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