Sunday, January 01, 2006
1st post of e new
year.. at e 1st hr... juz came back from centre, smsed my mie n went to odb.org for 2days QT, kinda realised its kinda linked to my sms.. so here goes~
Romans 7:15-2515 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16 And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17 As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18 I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19 For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
21 So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22 For in my inner being I delight in God's law; 23 but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. 24 What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25 Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.Aint it kinda weird dat somethgs.. e things we really wished we did, we dun... n e things dat we really wished we'd NEVER do... eventually or somehow we'll do it... i means wat does it goes to show? for myself, sometimes i really wan to do somethg.. but i cant bring myself to do those things... no matter how. and for e things i'm nt suppose to do, i dunno wat went thru my mind at dat moment but i did em. in e process upsetting ppl, mayb thru my words, actions or some other things. i mean, those are e things dat i usually will regret doin, and at times i cant bring myself to apologise to e ppl.. mayb its coz of pride or wat... but i do make it a point to apologise. durin those times, its e ppl closest to u dat u find difficult to admit u're wrong... mayb it applies to me oni lar.. =___=" cannot 1 bamboo hit whole boat of ppl~ XD
so in dis year dat is comin ahead, i really do wish dat i can do wat i am suppose to do/say/wateva.... and keep away from thgs i am NOT suppose to do/say/wateva... higher resistance to thgs i'm nt suppose to do... and higher determination in doin thgs i should do.
tots: i need lots of determination, faith n strength to overcome e barrierss~!!! =
Jie crapped at 1:21 AM
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