Monday, December 12, 2005
Life is Never fair
juz got home aft watchin chicken little... however i'm kinda feelin down even tho e show was not bad.. n rather funny. well, sometimes its not dat i wanna feel dis way but its juz dat e thgs dat happen in fronta u, u cant help feelin e way u do... especially when u have parents dat prefer ur other siblings den u? e slightest thing dat happen to em.. they'll go "awww... oh no... wat happen..." and no matter wat happen to u, u're left alone, to settle everythg urself... and keep everythg to urself... and aint it pathetic dat outsiders care even more abt u den ur own parents... n when dey know of somethg lidat... dey go on sayin.. "oh u dun have parents izzit" i mean wat kinda woRLD is DIS??? u never did bothered to do anythg and when somebody does somethg... u're not pleased abt it.. wat do u suppose u wan me to do??? so everytime i'm upset.. i'm gonna act like nothg has happen.. its pathetic how ppl make use of u when dey need u... say things dat please u.. and when u're nt needed dey say all kinda things abt u... take everythg dat u do for granted... 4get all the things dat u did for em... when dey're unhappy, u gotta let em vent their unhappiness on ya n ya dun even have e right to show unhappiness... getting stared at for basically almost nothing dat u did... havin to give in to almost everything... wat kinda life is DIS....! i dun mean dat i am never wrong.. but den again some things juz can be seen thru bare eyes... even ediots know... Pathetic.... sometimes being alone is a better thing i suppose... rather den seeing everything rite thru ur own eyes n let ur heart be cut into slices by e ppl whom u cared most... who cared peanuts abt how u're doin.... nevertheless independence is e only way to survival in dis world...
tots: beyond everything cared abt
Jie crapped at 10:30 PM
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