Saturday, October 15, 2005
Depressed
todays e worst day of my life i suppose.. i've never felt so down before. theres nobody i can trust ard me... e ppl whom i trusted so much... has let me down. i suppose theres oni SL n gab whom i can truly tell things to without fear dey wud tell another... i dun understand why dis has to be e case... its such a disappointment for me.
sometimes i feel dat its so meaningless. the ppl whom u tink are close to u, dey do things dat disappoint u e most... perhaps datz life??? and i dun even have e right to say i dun care... dun even have e right to complain... nor juz vent my unhappiness.. am i to juz keep it inside and juz let it explode one day when i eventually cant take it go go berserk? today is e most pathetic day of my life and it has to be noted down. i've never felt so alone ever in my life.
e people who usually say they care??? lemme tell u... dey DUN...~ its those people dat u DUN see who cAres.... aint it pathetic...???? i've decided to keep my mouth shUT liAOz.
t0ts: never will i be e same again.
Jie crapped at 11:59 AM
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