Sunday, December 14, 2008
Last Christmas?
tmr got class.... but kinda in christmas mood liao? hAHa... last year never receive much presents but its not really somethg dat bothers me... anyway i'm almost done with the present shoppin but still got some i haven buy lar... hopefully can clear it on tuesday and thurs n fri.... havin stock take this few days yet muz clear my leave... its like so dumbdumb... so busy yet muz take abit.... duH duH dUH.... oh well...
hopefully whoever i gave my things to like the things i gave em lar.... some of them already know wat i am givin so it kills away the surprise thingy but this year i suppose i want them to have something that is useful instead of just nice... and special.... was talkin to some stuff abt presents earlier with xueyen and had some discussion of some sort abt other things and school... and our mini outings early this yr and last yr end... how fast time flies.... the prev time we went out tgt with manxing was in february.... hangin ard with different ppl is a different type of feeling and really it is VERY different hanging ard with people who are of different characters... knowin abt how they think... and the type of things u do together...
its an entirely different experience. *shrugs*
haven buy things for my colleagues... theres a new one tmr onwards also.... who i suppose will be workin closely with me... and is near my age... =) =) chatted on msn a couple of times.. shes from abundant grace presby.. hahaaaa.... i shd have seen her before in one of their church camps last time but i hung ard my mom then instead of with the youths so i din know her then... =p aiai's gonna come find us for lunch one of the days man.... so long no see aiai lerrrr.... =D =D =D shes just back from aussie anyway.... =) but i suppose e new girl would have known some stuff abt me liao since e prev time i chatted with her.... my 'aunt' seems to have told her some stuff abt me... and my mom... hAHAa... 'aunt'.... xiuxiu's sis.... LOL....
hmmmm..... there have beeen some stuff goin through in my mind recently...... not drastic stuffs.... but anyway i suppose i shd start to really study liaoz.... this semester is not easy.... i have killer papers....... things dat require alot of memorizing which i can TOTALLY SAY.... its not my FORTE...... i am crap at remembering... please dun ask me do you remember.. i dun.... certain things i can.... certain things i cant... memorable things maybe... words...? HARD!!!!!
arghhhhh~~~~ there are times i ponder if i made e right choice but since i am already here.... i should tRY..... giving up without tRyin is BAD........ giving UP without tRyin the bESt is NOT good...... giving up is not an option when you have not tried your best.. its not something i can agree to... somebody told me to change to RMIT... but of coz i never change la....
there are points in a person's life when you have to make choices... but ultimately i suppose you will choose what you tink you want to do? God gave us all freewill and i dun suppose any one can really make us determine what we choose as everyone has their own mind, and its only to some extend that they can influence someone's thinking... and i dun believe that a person can really control another person's choice as no one follows blindly.. no matter what they will think abit. *shrugs* i dun just mean this in studies... in anything specific.. but i suppose it applies in all decision making processes that you ask people how they think... what would they have done.. but ultimately the decision would still be somethg you want... and not what others might have thought best. oh well... sometimes its a good thing sometimes its a bad thing but i still dun tink a person can influence what another does totally la... and who are we to force choices into ppl when even God gave freewill to humans.... *shrugs* good choice bad choice, its still your choice...
anyway.... almost time for bed.... tmr got super sTreSSEd Class again... it makes my monday blues even 'better' lol. but anyway today i had a pleasant day lar.... went out with my =x pet kachua... tho sometimes things she does can be quite annoyin.. =x hahaha... but i annoy her sometimes also la.. so its a balance of some sort.... chatted and crapped with meixuan earlier... dunno why i find it easier to get along with her rather den e other one =x dunno is she chao lao or i lao gina... lol... but i find it easy to crap with her also... Lol... e other one i go out with her smetimes she abit emo lidat... or quiet quiet dunno wat to say.. haha.. =x but there is definitely something special abt her dat makes her unique lar... which meixuan asked but i dunno howda answer lar. =p =p =p friend of all sorts makes life interesting yea? friends to go crazy with... to laugh along.. to emo together... =p my life is like rojak.... mixed up with pieces of all sorta ppl and things... =p sometimes watery n not nice...but sometimes super nice... =p arghh... makes me think of shuhui's papas rojAK... SUPER good with the pi dan... =(
i tink i tink too much tonite... lol =x.... so random. =x sleep riaohz... rojak yea? i am a messy person with random things goin in my mind
Jie crapped at 11:08 PM
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