Monday, August 11, 2008
Close to My Heart
how often have u heard ppl said this phrase to u....? so far i've heard it a few times frm different friends lar... err... i muz say it made me felt something la.... it may not always be from the people whom i have treated very very very well... did things out of the way... u know? but i muz say i do feel abit touched when i hear these from people whom i placed close to my heart.... for friends dat i dun mind doin alot... and being bugged alot. not dat i dun feel touched when i hear it from ppl whom i am not close to larz...
whats the definition of placing someone close to your heart? it kinda means... u treat them as someone who is close to you, but dat person many not necessarily treat u as someone close... some kinda relationship like dis larz... of coz it wud be good if it were mutual larz... not as in guys n gers but as in friends and watevaz.... its always good to have some people dat u are close to, to share and grumble in terms of joy and sadness.
anyway... heard dis phrase not long ago being said by different people but however the latest one seem to be of more impact and more heart felt... when i say heart felt i really mean i can FEEL somethg la... feel more appreciated. haHa. =p
doin things for people sometimes can be tiring lo.... there are at times when it seems u get doubted by people as well but i guess u dun really mind since u're doin it for somebody close to your heart? and u dun really ask much from them even tho they may seem rather indifferent to wat u've been doin?
Praises and nice sounding words dat are said all the time may lose their meaning eventually if it were said juz in a routine kinda way... without any sincerity inside.. said juz to please someone... the person hearing it wudnt have any sense of joy in hearin it as well since it wasnt heartfelt... so it kinda make them meaningless even when being said....?
oh well.. nuf said... its complicated.. =p haha
i am glad i have my buddiesss.... my pals..... my pets...... my "dearests" my family.....
buddies who'll accompany me when i am down... tell me its ok as long as it lightens my mood... a phrase i will never forget... thanks for being ard.......
Jie crapped at 10:59 PM
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