Wednesday, July 02, 2008
rAwrrrrrrrrr~~~~`
i flared... much as i tried not to... i did....... i lost my patience......
i tried to be nice today.. i even did e dishes after dinner....... i was happy i got a desk i cud put my books... notes.. wateva i'll like to put on it... but becoz of it... and some other things.... i flared.... i am sorry i did.. i am sorry for what i have done... i am sorry for what i have not done... i have tried to please you... by doin things that would have made u happier.... by doin thgs dat i thot would have pleased you.. but i lost my patience..... i lost the battle... i failed to restrain my anger.. i fell into the devil's trap.
i sorta juz lost it..... kinda feelin guilty now....... for losin my patience.. dat why cant i have as much patience for you.. compared to outsiders... dat should not be the case... its not like you dun matter to me.... its not like i take you for granted totally.... i juz dun understand why it happens so..... haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzz.....
I'll try harder not to lose it againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.... i've not flared for quite long.... and i shall try harder to control myself this timeeeeeeeee........
Jie crapped at 11:13 PM
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