Sunday, August 20, 2006
Vitamin S Deficiency
Vitamin S deficiency... serious lack of it lastnite... it was plain agony and thats all i can describe it... A-G-O-N-Y......~!!!!!!! came back pretty tired.. with a half cracked mind already, while on my way home... managed to persuade for e sanfu lesson to be changed to next monday... i AM SURE GLAD I DID... i wanted to memorize my hw for next week even tho lesson has been changed but i realised i dun have e "mind" to do anythg much coz my brain feels rather drained already. been feelin rather groggy nowadays dat my parents wonder why i have e sleepy look with eyebags under my eyes occasionally.. i DUN WANNA FEEL DIS wAY ALSO LO.. BUT i dun have a choice also de. =___="
wat happen last nite nei??? i browse thru my textbook to roughly know wat i needa say lar.. it oni took me awhile... and i was ready for bed at ard midnite... chatted with my sis for awhile.. den we off the lights... dat was when agony started... i laid in bed for e next few hours....... juz with dozens of thgs goin thru my mind... with very different thgs as well lar.. not only sanfu thgs... i am not really dat poisoned... so juz ALOT of thgs goin in n out at e same time... NO I DID NOT DRINK KOPI dis time... =___=" it din felt as bad as drinkin kopi coz i dun really feel fed up lastnite.....
i stopped my brain a few times to pray dat i can sleep.. coz i dun wanna blunder our sharing with an auntie today mar... i never sleep enuf sure will have a kNS dEAD FISH look on my face mar.. dun wanna affect e auntie... den partly also scared i will say WRONG thgs or say weird crazy things... =_______________=" i am not really in a proper mind when i dun slp enuf...
i looked at e clock beside my bed occasionally to find... its 1am......2.30....... 3.30..... by e time it reached 3am...... i prayed a different thing liaoz.... i told god... lord it doesnt really matter if i cant sleep liaoz.. juz let me be able to talk sense when i wake up and gotta share my testimony with e auntie... i juz dun wanna blunder the whole thing up and also give e others crap to pickup.... =____=" i really ish kinda gif up on wantin to slp liao loz... well, after somemore lyin ard n bbqin in bed.. i finally got to sleep n before i know it.. i gotta wake againz liaoz... =_____="
i ish reallly feel like SAI lorz.. when i wake up i told my mom i din manage to slp much. she cud tell from my face i ish feel like sai also and asked if i felt unwell tts why cannot slp... watz worse ish i felt nauseous also while on my way out.. i actually made e "pukin" sound when i walked down e stairs.. DUH.... lucky inside nothg... neway i ish quite satisfied with wat i managed to say today lar... considerin physically i feel like sai.. and mentally not really stable... and i sure am glad that e auntie responded to me while i was sharin my testimony.. at least i am not borin to her.. hAHA!!!! =_=" i ish scared to tok to older ppl de lor.. but i am learnin lar. =_="
today my blackie jie gimme smthg.. hee... cute de.. post a pic nxt time.. its on my hp nw... datz e oni happy thg dat happened today to me ba..?! i drew a pic of a monkey for pet lastnite to be made into keychain de.. but e vendor made a MESS outta e whole thg.. he said he was chargin 8 bucks for it at 1st... den in e end when he passed me e thg... i gave him 9 bucks n he returned me 4 bucks.. i was rather happy coz he really ish made a mess lor... he no face charge me so much for e mess he created also... i draw de ish cute de end up like a monkey who got injured in a gang fight with broken head lor.... *FAINTZ* well.. post a pic of these as well smtime later when i dun feel so (*&(*^_*((&&_)&( feel disappointed abt sm things rite now as well... but nvm la..
tots: sometimes its disappointin to know dat u're willin to sacrifice all dat u have, ur time, to go distances for ppl n find dat nobody ish willin to do e same for u.... wud u say dat dis is humanity? wud u tink dat its e cruel reality? or wud u tink dat wat u've done ish juz aint enuf for ppl to do e same to u? it aint e 1st n it wun be e last... =/
Jie crapped at 10:39 PM
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